Sunday, October 31, 2010
Congratulations...
Annual fucked-up week has begun...
Start date : 28 Oct
Expected end date : 4 Nov
Damage report:
Other than the usual "everything goes against you"
And everybody PS-ing you...
This year's special is a swollen leg...
Lets see how this can get worst
(It can go a lot worse when i report back to my unit next week)
And to end off this report..
I say: "Fuck.My.Life."
Dream to live; Live to dream
4:06 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Hmmm...
Been thinking quite alot...
Like everything's tat's been happening...
Ever since the day I was send to my vocation...
I kept questioning myself...
Why am I doing here?
For my whole life...
I always believe in one thing...
That is if I do my best...
I will be lead upon a road thats best for me...
A place where I can be good at being myself...
But somehow this time round...
It seem as though something went wrong somewhere...
From all that thinking...
This is what my analysis results...
Why I shouldn't be here?
1) I can't fast march
2) I'm not fit at all
3) I don't swim well (AKA Submarine)
Why I should be here?
1) When high level of fitness is not involved, I'm often motivated
2) I have quite high level of pain tolerance
3) I can be a little more observant about my surrounding
4) A "safe than sorry" type of person
5) Don't really have much 牵挂
6) Very much sacrificial
And this come into my conclusion...
More or less I kinda quite suit the job...
All the reasons that I shouldn't be here...
Some not that important, some just takes extra effort...
And even though I have my worries on how long my lower limb can take...
I guess I have to take my chances and see how much I can take...
I just hope my mind would not yield to the idea of giving up bah...
Dream to live; Live to dream
8:24 PM