The Eventual Downfall...

Today is the day...

Where I've opened my eyes...

And saw how redundant and minute my existence is...

It has even come to the extent where I question my own existence...

I decided to look at things from a different point of view today...

And I realised something...

Maybe its all an accident...

My existence doesn't matter much...

Hmm...
After so long...
I tink there are something i wan to get it straight across...
Those who noe me well enuff should noe my style...
but for those tat dun...
Tis post is for u guys...
Juz for everyone to noe me better...
Firstly...
For those who noe me...
My temper has been very very very much better....
But for others...
I've yet to flare on anyone yet for a very long time...
Dun push it...
The point tat i'm taking it wif a smile is tat...
I understand wat u r going thru...
I'm juz letting u let it out...
But dun push to the extent of doing tat all the time...
I'm seriously not the type where...
u can slap me and i smile back...
(Though I'm taking it easy recently...)
Second point...
I dun giv 100% respect to everyone...
But I giv them the same amount of respect they giv me...
To everyone...
Dun look at me as though I'm inferior...
Coz I'm not...
Everyone is equal in my eyes...
So I expect the same from others...
Imposing ideas on me doesn't work well...
Third point...
If something is done for the sake of doing it...
Might as well not do it...
If something are there for the sake of being there...
No point...
I may not be the best...
But I still EXIST...
Final Point...
The limit i can take from anyone...
Is based on the frenship ties i "perceived" it to be....
So my limit can tahan for alot of ppl...
Concluding...
B4 finding faults in others...
Look at urself first...
Tats why I dun say anymore...
Pls note tat tis are juz things i feel i should say...
To maintain a healthy relationship between frens...
I tot saying it once is enuff...
But i guess ALL frens need to noe this...
So...
Gtg le...
Busy Weekend ahead so...
Nitez!^^

New love?
Maybe...
Somethings are not confirmed...
Will not say more...

Haiz...

I noe some things have to come...

Eventually...

I knew when everything goes wrong...

People started getting frustrated...

But I learnt something new today...

When it comes to that extreme point...

People juz give up totally...

Juz like what i'm doing now...

Let fate decide...

I couldn't bother to decide anymore...

I dun really care much anymore...

I'm tired of fighting so hard for something...

Things aren't going to change even if I did try...

And everyone thought I was doing great...

To tell u the truth...

Life has nvr been worst...

And I believe it gets more worse...

Its more than juz relationship...

Its my WHOLE life thats screwed up...

I'm so gonna sit back let things happen...

Hey yozz...

Pai Seh Pai Seh...

Very long time nvr blog liao...

hmm...

Alot of things to blog..haha!^^

Ermz...firstly...

MYE...

I tink I done well...

Not the best...

But good enuff for now..

Hmm...

Council work doing well...

And for those who din noe...

I'm now officially a councilor!^^

Yay!^^

Everything seems fine for me...

But I always hav tat feeling I left out something...

Or worst...

Feeling sad and all...