Monday, May 24, 2010
My first time lying in pain in the hospital made me think alot...
Its not the "life flash pass your eyes" experience...
Because I know its not that serious...
But it made me think...
The next time I'm lying like that on the bed in A&E...
When I'm probably really in deep shyt...
Question to all...
What would you do when you heard about it?
The 3 types of people will surfaced I guess...
The people that will just IGNORE it...
The people that will ACT like they care...
And the people that REALLY care...
Somehow...
I thought I wouldn't care about this...
But I'm really curious...
How it will turn out...
Well...
I guess by the time I know the answer...
I would really be 6 feet under then...
Oh wells...
Somehow the answer I really want to know is...
How would You react?
Despite everything you said to me...
Frankly speaking...
I cannot convince myself totally that you would really care...
I really want to know the answer...
I really want to know how important I am to you...
But I guess I wouldn't get the answer bah...
Dream to live; Live to dream
10:52 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
I guess today was quite...
Disappointing bah...
Din expect me to go in with this feeling...
Going to be a disastrous week...
Haiz...
I thought today was supposed to be a happy day...
I thought we were supposed to forget all the troubles for one day...
Was so looking forward to today...
What happen to wanting to spend more time together...
I din plan much...
Just wanna go to the park and chill...
And if u hav the time...
Maybe come with me to Pasir Ris...
But never mind bah...
Perhaps I expect too much...
But somehow...
I always had the feeling that u juz wanna leave the moment we met...
I dunno...
But thats just how I felt...
I guess I'm juz a lil sad...
I guess I need to be a lil more understanding...
"If you wish to leave, I will not stop you,
`cause I never want to restrict you"
Dream to live; Live to dream
4:47 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
No Doubt Army is tough...
Many a times, I felt like giving up...
But somehow I wanted to push on...
I've thought about it...
What is my motivation to push on?
Frankly speaking...
I've no idea...
Somehow I thought Love can be motivation...
But perhaps I say I know myself well...
I'm cold...
I wanna change...
I will change...
Dream to live; Live to dream
8:58 PM