Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Many will write about their fantastic story....
bout wat they did for christmas...
Let me tell u mine...
Morning was napping abit...
Afternoon went to buy lunch...
Went out weather nice everything nice...
Coming home the rain start in sunny sky...
And fell...after so long nvr fall...
Anyway...went play badminton...
Everything went well...
Then at nite to hide my loneliness...
Play maple until 10pm...
Then go JP buy dinner KFC...
And bought damn loads of food to make myself happy...
On the way back home...
Saw the sky very clear...
And the nicest nite sky...
The moon was round...
Christmas nite sky is the nicest...
Was thinking bout someone when i walk home...
Anyway then i go play maple abit...
Bro came home and slept...
Then i went out for a walk...
Under the nite sky...
Sad...
To think tis christmas i was to enjoy the splendid nite sky...
Alone...
The longer i dragged...
The less confident i felt...
My Vision felt closer and more real...
It felt so scary...
Am I suppose to walk tis long road alone?...
Wif onli the occasional accompaniment of frens?...
Will i one day...
Be living alone on a tall tower...
Alone...
I guess i knew the answer b4 i even made any move...
Yet...
Why did i went on...
Why did i make myself so miserable...
Haiz...
Dream to live; Live to dream
11:37 AM
Friday, December 21, 2007
Haiz...
Life is such a irony...
One day u r happy and carefree...
The next day...
U r chained down by failures and desperation...
Today i hav lost alot of things...
I lost the appeal...
I lost my pride...
I lost my happiness...
Worst of all...
I lost control...
Now...
All the negative feelings returned...
Feeling slightly Emo...
Feeling like a living dead...
Maybe i should juz take a rest...
Maybe tmr will be better...
Maybe everything will be fine then...
Fate has always turn her back on me...
She makes obstacle for me to climbed to the top...
Once I enjoyed the view at the top...
She juz throw me down to climbed higher mountains...
Fate...
If u wan to make me stronger...
U hav done so...
But if u wan me to feel extreme negativity...
I did so too...
Dream to live; Live to dream
9:59 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
Yozz...
Haiz...
Been Feverish lately...
And my whole body's aching...
But my mind is still working...
When i am sick...
I tend to hav much more time to think...
And then i realise...
That i hav forgotten to step back...
And enjoy and cherish wats around me...
There are close frens who knew my conditions and sent regards...
These are ppl whom i hav expected...
As i hav spent the most time and effort...
To build up the relationship...
Yet there are those who knew and said nth...
I hav developed a certain agitation...
Against those tat r "cold"
Now...i am once again feverish and tmr i still hav to work...
Hopefully nth will go wrong...
Now I really yearn for ur concern...
I am tired of asking...
Dun worry i will persevere...
I juz hope tat one day...
U will be the one starting the conversation...
Frens...
Walk me through the darkest hours...
Show me tat when the time really comes...
A call is all i need to hav u all supporting me...
Dream to live; Live to dream
11:45 PM
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
Yozz Very long time nvr update...
srry Busy wif work and stuff...
Went to LG service center one of these days wif PY...
To fixed his monitor...
Met wif an irony of the brand(Life's Good)
It rain heavily when we were there....
Heavy enuff to be like this:
Its flooding like crazy....
and trust me...
it isn't shallow either...
Wanna bet?
Look at this:
I should hav taken a photo of it before its flooded...
its at least 10cm tall lol...
Wats worse...
even the socket at the end of the service center is not spared^^
Anyway that muz hav been Hayden Ong's retribution for PS-ing me...
The moment he told me he is going off(last minute informed) after i reached there...
The wrath of god occurred^^
Anyway last friday went to work as banquet waiter at Marina Mandarin Hotel...
It was tiring but was quite worth it...
The uniform was nice...
The working environment was fine...
(except the part where i can onli sit twice for 5 min for the whole 12 hour period)
And now...
I am lazy to described the things happening there...
When i look at the newly wed couple there...
I see u and I on the stage...
Its so heart-warming...
Even one of the guest offered to giv me the wedding gift...
Professionally i din took it...
But i hope tat in less than 10 years time...
We will be on the stage^^
Dream to live; Live to dream
11:09 PM
I should hav taken a photo of it before its flooded...
