Hmm...
Today is a weird day...
I actually went to Sitex without buying anything...
That's not actually a norm for me...
I do hav the money to buy the HDD I wanted...
But I din buy in the end...
Hmm...
Oh well...
CIP at Standard Chartered is easy...
I even think that all can be done in 2 days...
Been feeling blur blur these few days...
Juz got the "dun wanna tink" attitude...
(Though I'm doing CIP very much willingly...)
Hmm...
Gotta buck up le...
Alot of work coming my way le...
JYJY!^^
HAHA!^^
Cyaz...

Hey yozz!^^
Today I discover more about myself...
I realised that the thing that hinders me most...
In watever I do...
And might possible be my weakness...
Is the lack of information...
I fear being sitting ducks and wait for things to happen...
I wan/need information to noe the situation...
And act on it...
Hmm...

Hmmm...
I realised tat day by day...
I noe more about myself...
I realised tat I'm the type of person...
When I finally decide on something...
I will go all out...
Its like if I play poker...
And I'm confident that that's the hand I'm waiting for...
I will just show hand...
Most of the time...
It will work out the way I expected...
I decide based on...
Experience, Intuition and Analytical Thinking...
Hmm...yea...

To tink I will hit...
Wat i call...
Lvl 2 danger zone...
Pls dun haunt me again...

Tears rolled down my eyes...
And I dunno why...

Back from Team-Building Camp!^^
Woot!^^
Supposedly to be quite shiok...
Until I fell landing on my kneecap...
Big knock...
Now I can feel my bone turning back...
If i bend too much...
Good rest is all I need^^
The whole camp is quite fun and stuff...
Most impt is tat I noe more bout my comm...
9th Pubco Rocks like hell wOOT!^^
And oso...
Get to be bonded wif a few ppl ya...
U noe who u r^^
Hmm...
Feeling weaker liao...
Perhaps too much work liao...
HAHA!^^
Hmm...
Muz rest well tonite...
But still will sleep late...xP^^
Cyaz guys!^^

Day by day...
Life is getting quieter...
I can't even hear my voice in this quiet room anymore...
I'm loosening my grip...
And I dunno...
It feels like everything I hav is like...
Sand slipping thru my fingers...
I'm tinking too much...
Man...
I need a rest...
(And I guess I juz need care and concern bah...)
Sometimes I feel like a criminal...
Like I need to be chained and cuffed...
And ready to be executed...
Hmm...
Why did I turned this way?
Where has the smiling young chap gone to?
Where has his compassionate heart went to?
Its as though he has changed...
Perhaps he hav...

Hey yozz!^^
The 100th PosT!
To blog about OBS!
Hmm....nth much to blog about...
Except a dark complexion...
HAHA!^^
Its fun and stuff..
Learn alot of stuff and so on...
The onli thing is tat...
This camp is the "toughest" camp I went...
Cause of the personal things I brought..
All I wanna say is this...
The reason for my "lazy" behavior is this...
In any case...
(No link to anything that happen)
(Random reflections)
Juz feel that sometimes...
Being alone really makes me stronger...
Shouldn't over-rely on others...
I realised that a mindset I should have at times is...
"I came with nothing with me..."
"Its no shame for me to go with nothing..."
"Gaining something is a bonus..."
Perhaps life would be less...
Hectic that way?
Hmm...

Hmm...Strange...
During the expedition...
We were stucked in a heavy storm...
Fear din struck me...
Somehow I dun really care...
Except for a certain thought...
Nth else went thru my mind...
As though I hav nth to worry about...
Like nth to bind me to life...

Hmm...
Nvr tot tat after so much departure...
And even though I noe this long ago...
But nonetheless I still feel sad...
Mr koh's leaving...
I noe this long ago...
But today...
When he went on wif his parting words...
Surges of liquid flowed to my eye...
I resisted...
I noe he would not wan to see it..
He gave us a poem...
With his intellectual and insightful words lingering...
Tears rolled around in my eyes...
When I read wat he wrote...
Hmm....
Perhaps I would post wat he wrote soon...

"Srry, I'm tired"
A simple comment that jolted me thinking...
I realised...
Its tough being my fren...
Its even tougher to be my close frens...
Its tiring...
For all my frens...
The more I love my frens...
The more harm I inflict upon them...
I'm like a plague...
The closer they are...
The more they get hurt...
Haiz...

Hmm...
In order for something to succeed...
U need to first believe it will succeed...
If dun even hav confidence that it will succeed...
Nth will ever work...