Came by to drop a short post...
Will write a long one soon...

Orientation and elections is draining me out...
This tiredness is comparable wif OBS...
Call me weak but I'm really drained out when I reached home...
Considering the endless list of stuff I'm doing...
(Perhaps I'm overdoing stuff again...)
Dunno lar...
Juz feel damn tired...
I noe there are ppl who are doing much more than me...
Perhaps I shouldn't rant...
Hmmm...

Hey yozz!^^
Here to share a little insight...
That applies alot to myself...
Today...
During GM...
A SCTA shared something being Deeply Unhappy people...
I guess I'm one of them...
The description?

• Over-analysing an Issue
• See-ing Weakness rather than Strength

I guess this is perhaps wat I did...
But to add on...
I guess I hav one more point that makes me...
Deeply Unhappy...

• Over-Do everything

Yea...
Now tat I've identified the problem...
The Solutions?

• Have a bigger heart
• Must learn to put down burden
• See-ing strength rather than weakness

During the GM...
I also learn something else...
And that is to...
"First seek to understand in order to be understood"
Hmmm...
So from now on...
Say goodbye to "Deeply Unhappiness"!
HAHA!

Hmm...
Wats gotten into me man...
I've changed so much since I last known myself...
Looking back at the past comments others gave me...
It all feels like I'm capable of so much more I am now...
Soon...
Let me pass through this tide first...
And after this...
I will return the favour...
For all the praises and help others hav rendered me...
In my times of need...
No longer moody I shall be...
For life is too short to stay moody...
HA!
Grab the reins of my life...
And steer it back to course...
Arec...

Hey yozz!^^
First day at sch again...
Dun really feel the J2 feel I expected...
But anyway...
Tot first day of sch is going to be hell...
Since I ended sch at 6pm...
Budden it wasn't tat bad...
And I din sleep during lessons...
I found the secret...
Feel quite refreshed during Tut...
Coz the knowledge seems like its slowly flowing back...
Hopefully it should be back by the end of this week...

In any case...
To really secure success in A lvl...
I really need to start studying...
And to keep my motivation going...
I need a motivated Study partner...

Today when I was standing at the ramp...
I looked around the whole concourse...
And its tat very refreshed feeling...
When u start looking for ur frens...
And when they caught ur eye...
They juz winked at u...
I dunno...
But I kinda like tat feeling...
That u always hav frens everywhere...
Somehow it makes me feel secure...

In 2008...
I made a wrong move and a right move...
Now...
In 2009...
I'm suffering the effects...
I can't blame anyone else...
Blame it on my stupidity...
I'm tired...
Soon...
Perhaps I might be able to rest soon...
Perhaps...

Hmmm...
1st day of the year...
Seems like another day...
Had a day of reflection...
Bout the past year...
2008...
The first year that really felt quite like hell...
The first year tat I really dun feel like myself...
Budden Lets juz talk bout the nice stuff =)
Start off with meeting my class...
PAE 08S17...
Probably tats one of the best thing of this year...
All the Joy and Laughter I could nvr forget...
Then it was the 08S17 Chalet...
Fun like no other...
Still rmb we cycled to Changi to see Sunrise...
Then JAE 08S17...
The fun din stop there...
Both classes really rock...
Then it came to council outing...
Sentosa beach...
Can still rmb myself in the sand HAHA...
9th Council really rock...
And then it was all the studies...
MYE was fine...
Promos was near disaster...
But it was then tat I found my laughter once again...
Though it was short...
But it last me long enuff to stabilise...
Both my emotions and studies...
And then it was Grad Nite...
Wif GNC...
They let me found back some parts of "me"
GNC really rock...
Then it was 08S17 Chalet...
The Red House visit and stuff...
It was really fun...
Then it was OGL camp...
With the OGL and Council...
Leo Clan really rock...
They exceed far from my expectations...
And I really respect them for giving 100%...
And not forgetting all the little meetup wif old frens...
Countdown wif the IT Club old Exco...
It really felt refreshing...

Anyway when I came back yesterday (or yesteryear u can say..haha)
I din realised it was my chinese Bdae..
And so I ate my Mian Xian b4 going to countdown =)

Will talk more about OGL camp when I get the pics bah..

Really hope tat a new year = better year...
I can't stand another worst year...
My pillars are falling...
Nth's working...
Frustration...
Fatigue...
Haiz...

Hey Yozz...
OGL camp is fun Fun FUN!...
I really had fun wif my clan...
LEO Rocks lar!...
WOOT!^^
There's so much I wanna convey...
But I dunno wat to say...
Hmm...
Anyway It was really my pleasure to work with them...
LEO ALL THE WAY!^^