Sunday, June 22, 2008
Hmm...
Its great to noe tat i hav frens tat r always wif me...
Whether those tat r physically there...
Or even those tat helps me in the dark...
I really appreciated it...
Thx guys for being there...
I juz wanna say I'm fortunate to be me...
And tat if u guys need help...
I will be there...
I can't read "Signs and Symptoms"
Coz most of the time I'm paranoid or clueless...
It juz gets more and more tiring...
Even worse when u aren't aware...
I'm not sure but i tink u r attached...
But in any case...
If i noe it juz makes us worse...
I would juz back off...
Goodnight my love...
And hope that things work out alright...
Dream to live; Live to dream
10:49 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I dun wanna stand down u noe...
I wan u to be wif me and stuff u noe...
Budden see-ing u looking troubled...
It juz hurts me u noe...
Coz I juz wanna see tat u r happy...
Perhaps I wasn't even a choice...
But if I am...
Juz noe tat...
I'm still waiting here...
No matter wat happens...
I'm here...
I wouldn't tear anymore...
Coz...
I wan u to choose wats right for u...
(If u tink u r wif the best guy around le then take it tat I din write tis...)
Dream to live; Live to dream
10:05 AM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
On this night...
I have decided...
That from this day on...
I shall fight alone...
I noe I hav frens and ppl that are wif me til the end...
But I decided not to trouble others anymore...
U noe the pain of see-ing one by one...
They start to fall...
And some will desert in the end...
All i can depend is myself...
Tats all i hav to say b4 i embark on tis journey...
Alone...
Til one day I see the need of others...
Fighting alone...
No need to say much more...
All I wanna say is...
If u ever need me...
I will be there...
Dun worry...
U r oso one of the ppl i wouldn't trouble anymore...
I can't carry the weight of the world anymore...
So its goodnitez...
Sleep tight and sweet dreams...
To my love...
I onli realised how much u meant to me now...
I've nvr tear for any gal except my ex...
And now...i'm tearing...
Wats worst?
I can really feel the pain inside my heart...
Like literally...
I dunno juz feel like...
I dunno...
I really dunno...
Dream to live; Live to dream
9:48 PM
Hmm...
Came by to write a short event tat meant a lot...
A simple trip back to JVSS to teach micromouse...
And in tat small and insignificant event...
I finally see myself once again...
Though it was juz a while...
Coz its hard to maintain...
In my current life....
The time in IT Club...
It can nvr be forgotten...
And its the time I missed most...
Coz its time where I am me...
And tat I am second most happy...
Of coz the most happiest time is none other than...
With u...
I've been thinking...
Its always possible if we try...
I dunno bout u...
Or even if u r dropping hints...
Coz it may seem like my paranoia...
No matter how uncomfy I looked...
I actually treasure ur company to the last bit...
I really missed u even now...
I will continue to love u in the dark...
Perhaps until u noe or u feel something for me...
(Got alot to say...but dunno how to say...)
Dream to live; Live to dream
12:16 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Hey yozz!^^
Life seems to be turning out better recently...
In fact its getting better...
Like the life I'm in...
Hope that it will at least continue to be like tat...
Oh well...
Nth much to update actually...
Haha!^^
I really hope tat time will stop...
Everytime I'm with u...
I have grown to love u more than ever...
When I'm with u...
I might seem to be deep in work...
But at the corner of my eyes...
I see ur smiles...
And thats all I need...
I love u for everything u r...
Do not question my love...
For what I've done...
U can see how much u meant to me...
My time with u is nvr enuff...
I hope it could juz last forever...
I really love u...
I really do...
Lets juz meet up more often kkz?
Perhaps u will noe me more...
And might love me one day...
Dream to live; Live to dream
10:16 PM
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Hey yozz...
Back from LTC yesterday...
(Some derived it as LJ Tekkan Camp...)
(But is Leadership Training Camp...)
Learn alot of things and get to noe a lot of new frens!^^
(Some are linked to my old frens *wink*)
Bcom less bothered about past happenings...
So lets move on...
I will not elaborate more on the things i learn and stuff...
Anyway...
Even though tired...
Went for Botak Jones and Pool with...
Steven,Fiona,Kegan,Hui min,Wei cong,Zhi Xuan and Lewis...
Kkz bah...
Starting to feel tired updating...
So...
See ya again guys!^^
Dream to live; Live to dream
8:20 PM
