Hey yozz!^^
Hmm...
Tmr i will disappear from my usual life...
To OGL camp...
Clan Master of Leo...
Hehe...
Feeling abit jin zhang now...
Like scared anything can crop up...
hmm...
Muz Jagan Tension...
(Actually i fear more about my physical condition...)
In any case...
Let me try my best for tmr!^^
RARA!^^
Cyaz!^^
(Muz sleep early so tat tmr can rara!^^)

Hmm...
This year's christmas seems juz like any other day...
Yea...
Even though I was asked out...
But still...
The one I wanna go out wif...
Can't...
So yea...
Emo at home this christmas...
See-ing how others enjoyed themself...
I kinda regret not going out...
I guess sometime in life...
U can't choose...

Random:
Listening to Merry christmas Mr lawrence...
From Leonard's blog...
It juz reminds me of something...

Yea back to topic...
Perhaps I wanna go out pool...
Perhaps I wanna go Kbox...
Perhaps I wanna go Badminton...
Perhaps I juz wanna go the New JP to shop...
Perhaps I juz wanna go to the park and walk...
Perhaps I juz wanna watch the stars tonite...
Or perhaps I juz wanna talk...

Time for enjoyment is running out...
In a few days time...
I will nvr hav the time to even go out hav fun...
So lonely now...

Perhaps I should juz go and sleep...
Before the tide comes...
And I hav to slog my guts out...
Perhaps...

Hey yozz!^^
Today is another "wasted" day...
Din manage to study much...
Hmm...
Tonite I shall complete maths...
then tmr try to complete GP...
Hmm...
So little time...
So many things to do...

Hey Yozz!^^
Juz came back from my bro's hse...
Had a great time...
All the food and fun...
Glad to noe tat there are always frens around...
But no matter how many frens around...
I still felt a sense of loneliness...
Haiz...
I can imagine how this feeling will haunt me...
In all the future celebration...
Nvr mind...

My horoscope for today...

If you have deep feelings for someone who has wronged you, making a fresh start can be challenging. Moving completely past grudges and anger is often impossible to do. So if you are feeling like you want to stop trying to put the past behind you, then take a break from being the bigger person. Get your distance from the people who don't make you feel good about yourself. Let time show you whether you should keep someone in your life, or let them know that it is time to move on.

And its so true...
Like the horoscope said...
I should juz avoid u...
But I'm juz tired...
So tired of facing u...
So tired of trying to avoid u...
Ask urself...
Hav I ever reject helping u in anything u need?
U noe why?
After all the things u done?
Coz ever since the start of tis year...
I've already treated u as a best fren...
A brother...
I can't juz heck care u...
Alot of ppl juz tell me to ignore u...
To tell u the truth...
I tried...
But I admit...
I couldn't...
Why can't we juz be frens?
Why muz u do all tat?
Why do u wan to push me to the edge all the time...
I really dunno man...
Anyway the game u wanted...
Its still dl-ing...
I dun expect anything from u...
Really...
I dun mind u ignore me or watever...
But at least...
Dun do all those stuff anymore...
I'm tired...
Really tired...
I dun wanna come to the extent...
Tat we fight everytime we see each other...
Where had all the times in PAE gone to...
Nvr mind...
Srry...
I'm juz tired...

Hey yozz!^^
Juz feeling much happier liao...
But I tink I noe why I quite emo at home liao...
Actually dun really noe the root of the prob...
But I noe its bcoz Im at home bah...
Sounds weird but yea...
I feel rather sad at home most of the time...
Environmental Effect...
HAHA!^^
Yea...
All the pessimistic thoughts occurs at my hse...
But oh well...
I can choose to ignore it...
So now I ignore it!...
Mwahaha!^^
LOL...
(Recently feeling very siao)

Juz one day...
I faced my past again...
They days where I walked past those roads...
No worries no fear...
See-ing those ppl speak as though it was nobody's business...
The slap...
The talk-backs...
Those times...
I Will nvr go back...
NVR!
I'm not gonna touch those things again...

Hey yozz!^^
Back from 4 days of chalet...
The chalet was totally fun lar...
Like I totally love my class so darn much now...
Haiz...
If onli we could stay longer...
If onli I could juz escape reality...
Now I'm back in hell...
Facing wif all the BS...
To tink juz a few hrs after my chalet...
I'm shedding tears already...
I really hate my life now...
I must be dreaming...
The past half year is a nitemare...
A nitemare with false hopes and dreams...
Though I've woken up for awhile...
I'm sleeping thru my nitemare again now...
Someone pls wake me up...
...

Hmm...
Yesterday was a great day...
A day which will etch deeply in my memories...
I did wat I did...
And I'm glad I did it...
I juz hope I gave a lil gal...
A happy and memorable day...

Anyways today was a...
Hmm...
Meaningful from a view...
Wasted from another view...
day...
Kinda wasted my studying time today...
no No NO!...
Muz really buck up le...
Time is running out!...
Tmr muz muz muz...
Really really really...
STUDY!
Yea...
Then after tat...
Went to Don hse to fix his com...
Din manage to get the job done...
But found the root of the problem...
So going to fix it soon...
Tinking about how I much effort I put in for Promo...
Hmm...
I can do much much better!...
But I realised the best strategy for me le...
And tat is to hav a...
STUDY PARTNER!^^
So guys...
Anyone interested to study wif me?^^
(Sometimes the interesting happens when u least expected..)
(A study partner becoming my god sis...)

Haiz...
Sometimes everyone gives me the impression...
That I'm some kind of monster...
Like they very afraid of me...
After all these times...
I try very hard...
Sometimes its juz breaks me down...
To see ppl I cared for tinks I'm a monster...

Hey yozz!^^
Nth much happen these days...
Something impt is going to happen...
But I'm not most prepared for it...
Hope it will pull thru...
But at the very least...
Most of it is done...
Hmm...
For the first time...
Wanna share this song to everyone...
My new blog song^^

Must be dreaming - Frou Frou

Pay close attention
don't listen to me from now
George'll be flying this one
And it's anyone's guess how he does
This is the right turn wrong universe
Taking me in full bloom
Fireball careful with that
There see what you made me do

I must be dreaming or
We're onto something
I must be dreaming for
I don't fall in love lawlessly
I must be dreaming or
Pinch me to waking
So undeniably yours
As long as I'm losing it so completely

Incendiary glance
Be come and collide in me
Soon and in hearts oh
While I go helplessly sky high magic eye sugar rushing don't

Imust be dreaming or we're onto something
Hey just watcha make me for
I don't fall in love lawlessly
I must be dreaming or
Pinch me to waking so undeniably yours
As long as i'm loosing it so completely
Euphoria
I can't take any more of yah i'm losing it

I must be dreaming or we're onto something
Hey just watcha make me for
I don't fall in love lawlessly
I must be dreaming or
Pinch me to waking so undeniably yours
As long as i'm loosing it so completely

Life is how u make it to be...
Prudent is perhaps the best way...
Nothing to lose being prudent...
Everything to lose being overconfident...
Muz realign myself to these thinking...
I hav nth from the start...
Anything I hav now is bonus...
Nth to be sad about for things I dun hav...
Excess is burden...
And watever I hav today is hardwork...
Not talent...
I'm born wif nothing...
And one day I will die wif nothing...
But how high a peak I set myself in my life...
Is set from the start...
The amount of effort I put in...
So watever I do tmr...
Either Study or drift off and play...
Is wat I chose...
And the price I pay...
Lets hope my stubborn-ness...
My iron-will...
And my determination...
Brings me down the right path...

I hate myself for knowing so much...
How I wished I was dumb enuff to jump into anything...
And I hate myself for doing so much...
When all they ask for is simple stuff...
I hate myself for tinking so much...
Tat I tot of things tat nvr happen...
I hate myself for trying so hard...
When I all I hav to do is to reach for it...
Perhaps...
Everything I hav right now...
Doesn't really meant for me...
Perhaps its a mistake...
No I dun deserve it...

Hey yozz!^^
Grad Nite '08 is Grrrreeaaat!^^
Everything went well without any major hiccups...
And it was really fun!^^
Love Grad Nite Comm alot...
U guys rocks man!^^
Hmm...
Lazy to write more le...
Cyaz soon!^^