Hey yozz!^^

I guess its been a while since I updated...

Well here I am to update again...

Finally I am settling down in PJC...

I am trusting my instincts once more...

I should put more trust in my choice...

I guessed I hav somehow changed again...

I lost myself again...

Gone was the once decisive...

Once critical...

Me...

Or not?

Perhaps I am juz not serious yet...

I noe tat somehow I dun like my former self...

I act based on my instincts...

And all for my personal gains...

But now...

I find a relatively more compassionate...

More happier...

More patient...

Self...

Oh well...

No point talking about all this...

zZz...

Haha!^^

Anyway today went archery trials...

Result Pending...

Hope to get in coz its fun!^^

Monday went for cuesport trials...

Selected...

Like the CCA but...

$5 per week like...

Eating my allowance leh...

Anyways things hav been going smoothly in sch...

Juz a small note...

Don! dun sleep in class le lar...

Muz chong back...

Hey yozz!^^

Orientation 2 & 1...

Its same in some ways...

Yet different in others...

Few days ago...

I tot I might be in orientation in other JC...

But after thinking...

I still went back to PJC....

I din go to the OG i m assigned to after appealing back...

Instead I went to help out my buddy...

LEONARD! LOL!

Then oso see my old fren GLORIA mah...

See i so good...(Then nearly kena hamtam by Leonard)

At first I went to the OG...

I saw...

Haiz...

So damn quiet...

Leonard still say above expectation...

Budden in Finale yesterday...

I believe all the OGL...

I myself oso very happy for them...

Coz they all very high...

And all enjoyed themself...

Anyway I will forever LOVE all the ppl in PJC lor...

Let me start naming...

Ermz...

O1 OG7 which includes...

BX Ben Charlene DY Gloria GH JJ JP Sarah...

Serena SR SM Suanne SL Sumithra XM YJ...

Especially OGL Clan master...

YUE LI AND HAFIZ AND ANDY AND JANICE! haha^^

08S17

Zi Jian Don Joshua Jun Xi DY Steven Leonard FS Dominic Kenneth Zhi Kai..

Tian Feng Jen Boon Chiristine Yi Siew Felicia Iva Myra Farid VJ...

And O2 OG9 (Dun hav list of everyone though i love them as a group haha^^)

But I will remembered these few peeps haha^^

Dennis and his partner Jamie xD^^

And Justin Timberlake xD^^

And my partner (din expect to hav 1 actually)

Amalina!^^

And And And...

Of coz the OGL lar...

LEONARD GLORIA AND JOANNA haha^^

Ermz...

For those whom I din name...

Im srry I got STM or I dunno ur name...

For OG9 I will list out on Monday kkz!^^

Now...

I still miss all the Dances haha^^

Wait!...

This part is for my buddy Junxi...

Hey buddy I noe u r reluctant to go...

And We are all damn sad lor...

But we dun blame u at all...

We will come out together sometimes too kkz?^^

Thx for the wonderful memories u gave us during PAE...

We will treasure it de!^^

For now...

I wish u good luck in watever u do...

And hope our paths will cross again someday!^^

Something to add on...

It isn't easy making this move...

Many said things bout PJC...

All discouraging...

By taking this road...

I m taking a big risk...

Bcoz its a sch tat is building up its reputation...

And many more lar...

But...

I think I will eventually make it...

Bcoz I trust my class!

We will make it together!

I noe my family is for my own good

By saying all the things bout PJC...

Budden...

I believe..

Its all for my own good...

Eventually my family supported me...

I thank them for tat...

I really appreciated it...

And I will prove...

Tat I can do it...

No matter where I am...

I really love my family...

But now I m really going to study damn hard...

And chase back those lesson tat i hav missed...

(Anticipating: Annual Bad Luck Period A.K.A ABLP)

Today...

20 Feb 08...

I made the choice...

I changed my path to walk a new road...

One tat is filled wif uncertainty...

But wif the frens from 08S17...

We will succeed...

Walking out as Champions...

In the war tat muz be fought...

Tat will come in a blink of an eye...

But may seem far from now...

08S17...

I hav choosen u guys to be the ones tat fight by my side...

I dunno whether I bet on the right frens...

But my gut feeling juz brings me to u guys...

So guys...

I dunno how u all felt...

But I juz felt tat u guys are juz so close by...

Ppl tat i can rely on...

To chong wif me...

When the time comes...

I noe its a short 2 years...

But let us make this 2 years Fun and Meaningful...

And by the end of it...

We collect the spoils of war...

And be able to advance to a whole new level...

Guys...

I decided to put in everything to bet on u guys...

Dun fail me...

(Aiya...wats wif this crap sia...)

(LOL! Emo talk xD^^)

Summary:

Lets do our best make this 2 years enjoyable and meaningful!^^

*Sweats*

I guess u can see how panicky i m last nite...

But now...

When the sms really came...

I somehow felt relief...

From my mentality when i submited the JAE application...

I should swear and curse like hell...

And probably go appeal like hell...

But oh well...

Now...

After thinking through...

I realised...

I dun hav to go to good colleges to prove i m good...

Throughout my 10 years of education...

I was nvr in a "good" sch...

But yet...

I proved my worth wif results...

1st choice college really sounds so good to get in then...

But now...

I realised there are too much flaws in it...

So now...

Since my 1st choice is eliminated...

No point chasing after something so hard to maintain...

So...now left 2 choices...

One will lead me to my all sch frens...

The other will lead me to my new frens...

Where...Where do I belong?

To be frank...

Sometimes I really hope I did make it to JJC for PAE...

At least my perceptions for PJC holds...

But yet...

I went to PJC...

Hav a great time...

Meet great new frens...

Now...

I m in a dilemma...

To choose new frens or old frens...

We shall see...

Argh!

I m currently in a state of confusion...

Problems doesn't seem so serious until its in ur face...

So...

Tats how when i start thinking bout tmr's result release...

I m panicking like hell...

But...since i went so far on...

I think i ought to giv everyone a chance...

We shall see...

So...

My current plan is...

First...

See result...

(If everything decided dun even to giv my first choice a chance xD^^)

Second...

Get appeal form from tat likely college...

Third....

No matter which college...

Juz go for orientation and hav fun...

Forth...

Final verdict on Monday...

Fifth...

There's no fifth lar duh!...xD^^

So...lets see how tmr goes...

Anyway I m going off to sleep le...

Quite tired...

Hey yozz!^^

Alot of things happen recently...

In fact its MUCH MORE than wat i expected...

Oh well...

Lets not to elaborate on it...

(since its not pleasant)

Valentine's day alone (Again?!)

Had a mixture of feelings lately...

But it has settled down now...

Today was rather fun...

Since i hav FINALLY pick the right day...

Coz i hav a very busy fren...

Who i always had the unluckiness...

To pick days for Mahjong Session...

FINALLY...

Today manage to ask her out to play mahjong haha^^

(And tat busy fren is Wenshi xD^^)

Had loads of fun lor...

Coz when i play mahjong wif James...

Its 2x the normal fun of mahjong...

Add Wenshi in...

Its 4x the fun!^^

(Since 2x2=4 xD^^)

After 1 full round of mahjong...

We all left James hse to go home...

(Guess wat? I won like siao xD)

(But it isn't real money...Oh well xD^^)

Tats wat happen today...

Looking forward to the OG Outing on monday...

And the release of JAE result...

(Hopefully...Nice)

Yozz...

Juz came by to share some random thoughts...

I believe u all noe wat event coming real soon?

Tat event...

To many its an event many looked forward to...

Yet...

I really fear it...

I m not prepared to make the move...

So i muz wait...

But I fear waiting will let the chance slip by...

So i m currently lost to wat I should do...

I dun wish to lose the chance...

Coz I believe she is the one for me...

Argh!...

Hey yozz...
Today..Went to a few places to Bai Nian...
I quite slow and abit late...
Who to blame...
When u hav a temp. handicap bro...
Hogging the toilet...
LOL!...
First...Went to Qiting Hse to Bai Nian...
Then since going to Mrs Ow hse...
So onli stay awhile...
Then after tat...
Went to Mrs Ow Hse...
Thought we late...
Realised everyone later..
Summore not many can make it today...
So onli the few of us...
And they are...
SJ James ZH Andrew QT WS Me onli...
Coz of communication breakdown if not more...LOL!
Halfway thru QT went off...
Anyways...
Tmr oso going again xD^^...
Then after tat went off initially to JP
SJ go meet frens...
ZH PS us and went home...
Left JAmes Andrew WS and me...
Budden near our hse(except Andrew the rest live very nearxD^^)
We decide play mahjong...
Then come my hse play...
Most interesting...
My mum join us...

Was like(sure tio pawned de lorxD^^)
Anyway after played a while...
They left...
After tat went to Harvey Norman bought com for Bro...
And bought MS Office...
(In the end $130 gone from my pocket...)

Yozz...

Time's getting shorter...

Its juz a few weeks before the end of PAE...

I realised its not the amount of time we are together...

Its the affinity and the amount of effort...

Put into maintain this frenship...

Ppl...

U guys are great,man...

Regardless of OG7 or 08S17...

I will really miss u guys then...

For now...

Lets enjoy the time together ok!^^...

To think in 1 month...

We guys in class gay so much...

I was like Woah...

Gay Pride Dude!^^

Anyway its juz great to find such frens like u all...

Nth much to say actually...

Since Steven spoke out most of it...

Most impt...

Lets all stay in contact kkz?^^

Yozz...

Not updating much...

Juz some thoughts...

Today was family reunion dinner...

Then was like...

Late coz i slacking(and emo-ing) in sch...

Thinking of her...

I actually forgot bout the dinner...

Then like last minute around 6.45pm...

Mum called then remember...

Then rushed home lor...

Reach home...

Wash-up...

Then eat at my dining table...

Every year the same...

3 pair and 1 extra...

Even the position of everyone the same...

Sad lar!...

Last time got...

Dun dare bring home...

Now mum approve of relationship...

Dun hav...

Was like...damn sian lor...

Haiz...

Yozz...

Went to school today...

Was rather relunctant actually...

But went on since its til 12.30pm...

So on the way(taking 172)...

Play PSP as usual...

Reach school loiter around...

Before going parade square...

Then >>>(Fast Forward)

Go for every lesson...

PW slack in class...

Play cards and PSP...

Then Econs Lecture...

Get test result...

Nvr pass...

But still get 8.5/20...

Buay pai...

Since nvr study xD^^...

Then at GP slack...

(Forgot do Gp hmwk...)

Then after school went canteen...

Then discussed bout class family tree...

Then alot gay realationships...

Since not much gal...

Then decide take gay photo:

Then of coz the > gal is extra de...

Then all chat abit...

Suddenly say wan get gal number...

Then all sabo here and there to get number...

Heng I nvr tio...

But they all play play nia...

And I got target liao...

So they played lor and i sabo xD^^...

Then they went for soccer...

(Damn tempted but no shirt so bo bian)...

So watch them play...

Then was playing cards...

Haven even start first round...

Tio confiscated...

Sian...

Then played my PSP...

then lightning warning the players came back...

Then i was concentrating on my PSP...

Steven took this photo: