Enough!

I've had enough of this...

Forget it...

Seriously forget it...

This is totally dumb...

Like totally dumb...

I don't want to listen to anything anymore...

Come on lar...

More than half a year and still no success?

My god...

Forget it lar...

It just shows alot doesn't it?

You just used up your 1 last chance...

You said you were sorry before...

Let me tell you...

For everytime you said you were sorry...

You don't feel sorry...

Coz if you do...

You won't make the same mistake...

Again...

Again...

Again...

And again...

I've had enough...

Really...

Hmmm...
So fast and its the last week of my attachment...
And its probably the toughest week...
Not enough time to teach what I need to...
Lesson observation...
Gotta start doing my slides and planning my week...
Lets juz finish this week with a bang bah..

Been thinking a lot lately...
And realised that much parts of my life are quite screwed up...
I no longer enjoy the comfort and luxury of social life...
Rather...
I'm spending much of my life in solitude...
Not the way I planned it long ago...
Things happen...
Things change...
And eventually I'm alone...
Was looking forward to this weekend...
Turned out to be a disappointment...
Big disappointment...
I hate it when words aren't taken seriously...
I guess sometimes...
I'm the only guy in the rain waiting...
Haiz nvr mind...

Soon...
Very soon...
I'll probably can't sleep without regret...
Without blaming myself for everything that's happened..
For not being able to do anything about it...
Rest my soul...
My fallen maiden...

Will there be time like those of the past?
Times where I know when I fall...
Someone will be there with me?
Perhaps its just a dream...
And I've woken in this room...
So cold, So dark...

The Journey has been far and treacherous this far...
I persisted hard and grit my teeth through all that...
But nonetheless the conclusion was much worst off...
This is the end of the journey...
In 2 weeks time I will know how I fare...
Though I know pretty much of my journey is a failure...
But nothing much can be done as of now...
I made mistakes...
Grave ones at that...
"Regrets" is probably not the word I would use...
But I guess...
I just have to face my failure for some time...
I've never wanted it to end this way...
But I guess the decisions I made along the way...
Will only lead me to this end...
For now...
I would like to rest...
The past will probably fade to dust...
But the memories will linger forever...
My mind will not rest...

Do you remember - Jay Sean

Hey! Jay Sean
Yeah! Sean Paul
Lil Jon!
This one right here is for all the ladies
Ladies who want to take it back
(i don't know what Sean Paul said)
Holler at them Jay

I've been thinking about you
And how we used to be then
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back

(Yo Jay Sing for these ladies!)

So long since you've been missing
It's good to see you again
How you how you doing
And how about we don't let this happen again

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Jay Sean Do You Remember
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)

Yo ay girl yo bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Well it might seem far-fetched baby girl but it can't be done
I've got this feeling fire blazing and it's hot just like the sun
Know you feel it too my girl just freeze up may the good vibes run ...
Girl take a sip of the champange take a lil trip down my lane my girl
While you noe every night you'll feel alright look I tell you dis girl atta My world
Dont change imma na Rearange Ay girl imma tell you straight dis atta my world
How many years do you want come kiss dis I know you miss this
That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard word girl
(written by ear as heard by Mj22)

There's nothing left to say
Don't waste another day
Just you and me tonight
Everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me
Baby let's take this time let's make new memories

Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Do you remember do you remember do you remember
All of the times we had
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)
Let's bring it back (Oh)
Let's bring it back

Do you remember?
`Coz I still remember...
Let's bring it back alright?

In the end...
I dun hav the heart to end this blog...
Heck it...
zzz...
Juz leave it here to rot...
zzz...