Saturday, June 26, 2010
Just watched finish the movie "Shutter Island"...
And man I shouldn't have watched it...
Somehow deep inside...
I always had this crazy idea that my life is a setup...
No matter how ridiculous it might sound...
I don't know...
Maybe after knowing how warped my life story is...
You might think it is...
Or maybe I'm really a Mental Patient...
LOL...
Yea...
I don't know how to describe this feeling I'm having now...
All I can say is that it sucks...
Maybe hollow is the word...
Or maybe more of helplessness...
Or maybe just feeling like I'm in mid air with no support...
Wanted to make a major decision in life...
But yet...
I really don't know what to do...
This decision will affect the next 9 years of my life...
Argh...
It sucks to be in this position now...
Dream to live; Live to dream
10:28 PM