My first time lying in pain in the hospital made me think alot...
Its not the "life flash pass your eyes" experience...
Because I know its not that serious...
But it made me think...
The next time I'm lying like that on the bed in A&E...
When I'm probably really in deep shyt...
Question to all...
What would you do when you heard about it?
The 3 types of people will surfaced I guess...
The people that will just IGNORE it...
The people that will ACT like they care...
And the people that REALLY care...
Somehow...
I thought I wouldn't care about this...
But I'm really curious...
How it will turn out...
Well...
I guess by the time I know the answer...
I would really be 6 feet under then...
Oh wells...

Somehow the answer I really want to know is...
How would You react?
Despite everything you said to me...
Frankly speaking...
I cannot convince myself totally that you would really care...
I really want to know the answer...
I really want to know how important I am to you...
But I guess I wouldn't get the answer bah...