Some things just struck me these few days...
Just feel so...
...
Like really lor...
And for the past few weeks...
Since I'm not using any "intense english"...
My language capabilities have dropped...
And it got worse a few days ago...
When I stuttered in front of the optometrist...
(I actually checked the meaning of optometrist...)
Yea...
So you can imagine how long I've never went out...
In a way rotting at home is good...
Saves money...
LOL...
Budden it has a lot of social complications...
I realised my hair has grown into...
I-don't-know-how-to-describe...
Yea...
You get my point...
Oh wells...
But that's not the point...
Point is...
Life's getting boring...
Somebody save me...
LoL...

I guess you really don't know how to draw lines...
How to divide your time...
You spend too much time on your work...
You seem to have no time for anything...
Or maybe you do...
Or maybe like I used to say...
I'm the lowest priority...
Yea...
I've no idea...
You have your ideals and your life...
You want to spend your life this way?
Its your choice...
I realised...
My attitude towards you has changed...
Perhaps you did not notice...
But I've already "let go"...
Sometimes...
Preaching has no value...
When you eventually lose it...
Perhaps you will regret...
Perhaps you won't...
Entertainment can work without me...
Though jobs and serious matters...
I seem to still have some value...
Ah...
Never mind...

P.S. I'm not angry while writing all that, just wanna say what I wanna say...