Hmmm...
I've been thinking a lot lately...
And I realised...
The reason I got to who I am today...
Whether good or bad...
Is because I think a lot...
In a way...
It has helped me a lot...
Thinking allows me to predict rather accurately...
What had happen...
What is happening...
And what is going to happen...
Even when I'm not in the know of things...
Partly because thinking a lot drove me to analysing everything...
And analysing situations does help me make decision alot...
Though at times it slows making simple decision...
Can't believe I actually took 15mins...
Deciding on which instant noodle to cook...
Oh wells...
Actually having to think a lot...
And getting to know things I'm not supposed to know...
Has its consequences at times...
At this point in time...
I know there are probably people hiding some secrets from me...
If so I expect them to tell me...
But I know if they do have secrets they are just going to keep it that way...
Its not that I'm very concerned about the secrets...
I don't care about the secrets...
Just don't want to be left out...
Like when the whole world knows about it...
And I'm the only goondul that don't
The reason why I can deduce that?
Many...
Things like behaviour can sell you out easily...
I know I'm not perfectly good at "guessing"...
But I trust that myself that its not paranoia...
Oh wells...
Its not very important...
But just don't like it when people keep secrets from me...
In a way that I know there is a secret...
zzz...