Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Sometimes I do wonder...
How varied can it be from what I'm thinking...
And what I really say and do...
Sometimes I wanna let go...
But my actions refuse to say...
Sometimes I act like I never do care...
But deep inside my mind thinks all about it...
How I wish I could be a person...
That do what I really think...
And think what I really do...
Somehow...
When I declared systems failed...
It never really did...
When I said I wanna let go...
I held on even tighter...
I still have a heart...
I still care for them...
And dang sometimes I can't really say or do it...
Hmmm...
Whatever it is...
I realised that...
The boundary for which I drew...
Which separates who is important and who is not has never changed...
Leaving tomorrow for M'sia again...
Mixed feelings but oh wells...
"Sometimes you wished you leaved...
But when you really do...
You realised you should have stayed..."
Dream to live; Live to dream
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