Tuesday, March 16, 2010
I've had enough!
What is this?
Everything is my fault?
What I said is true!
Well it isn't really fair isn't it?
Throwing the blame at me for EVERYTHING...
Oh you said it wasn't?
Then why the fuck you scold me for everything?
If its his fault too...
Why did I not see you scolding him?
You grumble all day about everything thats wrong in the house...
And you talk as if its my fault...
When I asked...
You just said "it could be anyone"
BULLSHIT!
If so scold during dinner time...
I don't see you doing that...
So what is it?
Favouritism?
Well isn't it obvious enough...
Your actions and speech says it all...
Come on lar...
I'm not blind...
For years now I've been throwing excuses at myself...
Just to believe its not favouritism...
But come on...
NONE OF THE EXCUSES MAKES SENSE!
Its pure favouritism!
Yeah...
Just because he appears to be filial...
You treat him best...
Right...
Well obviously he turns King behind your back...
Why...
Is it my fault for being "real"?
Should I put on a facade too...
Just to curry favour from you
And make my life better?
Well I wouldn't do that...
What I'm going to do is...
To get out of this house as soon as I can...
And hell yeah I am...
You can go to him when you need help...
Since he's all so filial...
No wonder I never felt like this is my home at all...
Dream to live; Live to dream
12:37 AM
