Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Hmmm...
Finally back in SG...
Actually somehow...
I wanted to stay in M'sia longer...
But there are things to be done in SG...
Like applying for Uni...
LOL...
Why do I wanna stay in M'sia longer?
Perhaps its because I feel more relax there?
Perhaps its because I have cousins that really care?
Perhaps its because I really felt like I'm home there?
Or maybe its perhaps I wanna escape from this battlefield...
Somehow...
I believe I need alot of freedom...
And I think SG doesn't provide me that...
Somehow being in M'sia makes me all relax...
And lets me do everything I want to...
Hmmm...
Anyway just these few hours...
I've been watching alot of video of piano pieces...
Great!
But somehow I realised that...
I'm watching all these videos...
In hope that one day I could do all that...
But somehow in the back of my head...
I knew there are some things that I'm not going to accomplish...
No matter how hard I try...
This is one of them...
I know that I'm never going to express my thoughts through music...
Not through dances too...
I have alot of things that I want to accomplish...
But I know that I cannot accomplish most of them too...
I know I'm dreaming big...
But somehow...
Some dreams...
No matter how big...
How ridiculous it may sounds...
I'm going to accomplish it...
I swear...
As for music and dances...
I guess they were never meant for me...
Ha...
One day, I'm going to buy a small piece of land in M'sia...
Build my own house there...
Lead a quiet life...
I know thats me...
And I know that if my future wife likes this idea...
I know that person likes me...
`Cos This is me...
Someday somehow...
I will find my way there...
When I do...
I know I'll be happy=)
Dream to live; Live to dream
2:28 AM
