Hmmm...
So fast and its the last week of my attachment...
And its probably the toughest week...
Not enough time to teach what I need to...
Lesson observation...
Gotta start doing my slides and planning my week...
Lets juz finish this week with a bang bah..

Been thinking a lot lately...
And realised that much parts of my life are quite screwed up...
I no longer enjoy the comfort and luxury of social life...
Rather...
I'm spending much of my life in solitude...
Not the way I planned it long ago...
Things happen...
Things change...
And eventually I'm alone...
Was looking forward to this weekend...
Turned out to be a disappointment...
Big disappointment...
I hate it when words aren't taken seriously...
I guess sometimes...
I'm the only guy in the rain waiting...
Haiz nvr mind...

Soon...
Very soon...
I'll probably can't sleep without regret...
Without blaming myself for everything that's happened..
For not being able to do anything about it...
Rest my soul...
My fallen maiden...

Will there be time like those of the past?
Times where I know when I fall...
Someone will be there with me?
Perhaps its just a dream...
And I've woken in this room...
So cold, So dark...