Haiz...
Suddenly I do wonder...
If the decision I made around 2 years ago was right...
Had I not reject that offer...
I might be less stressful and no trapped in the situation I'm in now....
Oh wells...
Its already been in this state already...
Nothing much I can do now...
Other than continue-ing wif what I'm doing...
And hope that I'm might do well thru sheer hardwork...
Some ppl may take my words for joke now...
But I mean it...
Its no longer smooth-sailing like last year...
This time...
I'm really facing a death trap...
At this rate...
All the nice pictures drawn about me future...
Would burn and vaporize...
Why is everyone not sensing a problem?
Why is everyone assuring I will do well?
When I'm getting deplorable results...
I dun understand...
I seriously dunno wat is happening...
1 full term focusing on 2 weakest subject...
And the result I get is 1/5 of the overall?
And the comment I got is seek help?
What happen to effort being proportionate to result?
I've no idea wats happening to me...
But apparently I'm screwing up my results...
MAJOR SCREW UP...
I guess thats how its going to be bah...
No matter what...
I will continue trying hard...
I cannot afford to fail...
Not at the current situation...
No....