Somehow...
I felt kinda glad that council term was over...
Coz this meant that I can finally settle down and study...
I nvr once said I was smart...
And I'm sure the whole world agrees with me on this fact...
That I wasn't smart at all...
So from this moment on...
I'm going to study...
Study for the sake of my future...
I'm no longer going to care about anything else...
Bcoz nothing really matters anymore...
Life have been a mirage for me for the past year...
And I'm not going to smoke thru A lvl...
Nope...
Not going to happen...
I would sell my "life" away for my future...
No more going out...
No more excessive leisures...
Its all work now...
I'm not going to prove to the world that I'm a mugger...
I will prove that I'm crazy enuff to pursue my dreams...
At almost any price...
Bcoz the actual fact is...
What I really do hav now is but...
A bottle of dream and a handful of sand...
Nothing more than that...