Just like every milestone I faced in my life...
This battle draws near...
This fight is not going to be easy like the previous one...
But a sincere and hardworking attitude...
Is all I need now to achieve what I wan...
Its not as difficult as I used to perceived...
But any small mistake will affect the eventual result...
Soon...
I will be in my room again...
Contemplating...
Strategising...
And do what I need to do...

Perhaps I do have the capability...
Like some have believed in...
All I fear now...
Is my lack of self-discipline...
Hmm...
Arec...
You know what you want in life...
Don't let small desire hinder your path to success...
Never let your guard down Arec...
Haven't you been stabbed hard enough?
Wake up now...
Don't buck up?
Gradually your nightmare will come true...

(Hoping for productive mugging session tmr!)