Saturday, May 31, 2008
"Hav you ever feel that u hav lost everything?"
Its my MSN nick now...
I hav this feeling once...
And now its back again...
Yea it was the internal elections juz now...
And by the looks...
U should noe how it went...
I believe I hav lost much more than I tot I lost...
I lost the position...
(I've gotten over it after much thought)
I lost my love...
(The last and the next)
I lost my short-term goal...
(It happen to quickly before I even tot about it)
And I realised the biggest lost is...
Myself...
Perhaps I've said it many times...
But ever since 2 years ago...
I've been trying very hard to please everyone...
I've been trying very hard to live up to the expectation...
True that that is me...
But in the process of improving myself...
I gradually lost who I am...
I dun even noe who I am...
Where is that amusing young joker...
Who nvr fails to lighten the spirit of everyone?
Where is that ever optimistic leader...
Who dares to take the iniative and do what others dare not?
Haiz...
I guess I lost it all...
Now I juz wish to find my identity...
And serve my purpose in life...
I juz wanna say that...
I love u no matter what...
And that even though I believe u may not hav any feelings for me...
I will continue to love u...
Juz tat perhaps its love in the dark bah...
Dream to live; Live to dream
8:27 PM
