Sunday, March 23, 2008
Ah...
My 50th post...
Din expect it to be so...
Emotional...
Anyway...
My paranoia has acted again...
Much worser than ever...
Wif this paranoia...
Things juz bcom blurer...
I had always tot I can see situation very clearly...
Sometimes even predicting the next phase...
But little did I realised...
Tat today...
Where my visions were blured...
Where things juz look like a puddle of muddy water...
Murkier than ever...
Anyway I decided to close my eyes...
And trust my feelings...
And I should trust my frens...
*Mental Block*
After so long...
I realised the true power of love...
All I need is ur company...
To calm my spirits...
Its scary...
How much I love u...
I guess the day I hold ur hands...
I will probably be the happiest guy in the world...
I guess I really need to see u often...
Let me be a happy person...
Maybe then problems fade away...
See u soon kkz!^^
Love ya always!^^
Dream to live; Live to dream
9:45 PM
