Tuesday, February 19, 2008
*Sweats*
I guess u can see how panicky i m last nite...
But now...
When the sms really came...
I somehow felt relief...
From my mentality when i submited the JAE application...
I should swear and curse like hell...
And probably go appeal like hell...
But oh well...
Now...
After thinking through...
I realised...
I dun hav to go to good colleges to prove i m good...
Throughout my 10 years of education...
I was nvr in a "good" sch...
But yet...
I proved my worth wif results...
1st choice college really sounds so good to get in then...
But now...
I realised there are too much flaws in it...
So now...
Since my 1st choice is eliminated...
No point chasing after something so hard to maintain...
So...now left 2 choices...
One will lead me to my all sch frens...
The other will lead me to my new frens...
Where...Where do I belong?
To be frank...
Sometimes I really hope I did make it to JJC for PAE...
At least my perceptions for PJC holds...
But yet...
I went to PJC...
Hav a great time...
Meet great new frens...
Now...
I m in a dilemma...
To choose new frens or old frens...
We shall see...
Watever I said still stands...
Juz as i said...
We should pursue our individual dreams...
If Fate brings us together once again...
I will gladly embrace the chance...
But til then...
I hav keep my hold on u...
Dun worry...
I will keep it to myself...
I wish u good luck in ur way...
And lets hope things will nvr end...
So...
Lets us do our best kkz?
(All this words...)
(u may not noe who u r...)
(Or maybe u do)
(But it is for u to noe how much u meant to me)
(One day u will noe...)
(And when tat day come...)
(I hope u will be touched...)
Dream to live; Live to dream
12:48 PM
