Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Hey yozz!^^
I guess its been a while since I updated...
Well here I am to update again...
Finally I am settling down in PJC...
I am trusting my instincts once more...
I should put more trust in my choice...
I guessed I hav somehow changed again...
I lost myself again...
Gone was the once decisive...
Once critical...
Once ruthless...
Once hot-tempered...
Me...
Or not?
Perhaps I am juz not serious yet...
I noe tat somehow I dun like my former self...
I act based on my instincts...
And all for my personal gains...
But now...
I find a relatively more compassionate...
More happier...
More patient...
Self...
Oh well...
No point talking about all this...
zZz...
Haha!^^
Anyway today went archery trials...
Result Pending...
Hope to get in coz its fun!^^
Monday went for cuesport trials...
Selected...
Like the CCA but...
$5 per week like...
Eating my allowance leh...
Anyways things hav been going smoothly in sch...
Juz a small note...
Don! dun sleep in class le lar...
Muz chong back...
Haiz...
I dun allow problems to affect me in front of ppl...
But when I am alone...
It all juz surface...
I m used to it...
I juz dun noe why lar...
Its like things juz go wrong at every turn lor...
Kkz...
Its time to set things rite...
I m halfway through and it should be finish by end of this week...
(If I dun...I guess I will be deemed forever a weirdo..LOL!)
Now I m juz setting myself right...
Getting used to my surrounding...
The distance getting further and further away...
I dun even noe how u r doing now...
I doubt u would even talk to me much bout how u r doing...
I guess we juz carry on as we are now...
Give each other a chance...
The greatest love is the one tat is will always stay...
Deep in the heart...
Let this be a test...
When the time come...
When the chance surface...
When everything is going my way...
I will let u into my world...
A world I believe u will like...
For now...
I say...
I will be there for u...
Dream to live; Live to dream
8:49 PM
