Friday, December 21, 2007
Haiz...
Life is such a irony...
One day u r happy and carefree...
The next day...
U r chained down by failures and desperation...
Today i hav lost alot of things...
I lost the appeal...
I lost my pride...
I lost my happiness...
Worst of all...
I lost control...
Now...
All the negative feelings returned...
Feeling slightly Emo...
Feeling like a living dead...
Maybe i should juz take a rest...
Maybe tmr will be better...
Maybe everything will be fine then...
Fate has always turn her back on me...
She makes obstacle for me to climbed to the top...
Once I enjoyed the view at the top...
She juz throw me down to climbed higher mountains...
Fate...
If u wan to make me stronger...
U hav done so...
But if u wan me to feel extreme negativity...
I did so too...
Dream to live; Live to dream
9:59 PM