Haiz...
Can't imagine myself in this state again...
Headache...
Drop hair...
Worried...
Argh...
Forget it...
Dun tink too much...
Its Not Happening...
Dream on!
Time to go to sleep in 30 mins time...

The 15 days fight left...
Grown very much weary...
My life has gone into a slowdown...
Perhaps it would be the same after the 15 days...
Back to studies I guess...

Save tonight...
Tmr she'll be gone...

Today was a significant day...
It's Farewell Assembly...
The mark of the end of JC life...
And the start of a short journey...
A journey of self-preparation...

Somehow I felt assured by my classmates...
My schoolmates...
And my teachers...
That I'm not alone...
But somehow...
Along with the realisation that I'm not alone...
Somehow I found lonely within...
I guess its not them...
Its me...
Perhaps I really sought to walk alone...

Nevertheless it was nice to hear that I have comrades...
People who fight alongside me...
People covering me and people I cover...
Despite being feeling lonely all this while...

I really wished to thank all my frens in PJC...
Regardless of who you are...
People who have left their footsteps in this chapter..
I really appreciate their company...
And I really wish them luck in their future endeavours

Ever since you left my life...
Every parting...
Every closing of chapters in life...
Was hurting and painful more than it ever should be...
I regreted...
I regreted not being there when you left...
I regreted not taking up the opportunity to...
I know I need to move on...
I know you would want me to...
But I just want to let you know...
Wherever you may be...
You'll always be a part of me...
And that part of me...
Just like how you've been...
Gone to past...

Hmm...
Just drop by to post my last post til...
After "A"s...
Hmm...
Been asking myself for the past few days...
Now that the "future" is near...
What do I really want?
How much is success worth to me now?
Whats the price that I'm willing to pay?
I guess...
I've found my answer...
Pray that hardwork will eventually pay off bah...
...

Pulled through Prelims...
Was glad that some hard work paid off...
A lil upset some din...
Which means I need to do something about it...
Was really glad that I'm not negative anymore=)
But now...
Got a lil pissed off again..
Dun care...
Juz gonna carried out my plan the next time he appear...
Not going to let him dampen my mood...
Though I'm spending MAF at home...
Its not going to get me to emo...
HA!
=)
Coz I hav a dream...
Lets see it slowly come true when the time comes bah=)
For now...
I shall continue my efforts...
No...
Doubling it=)
I will hav my dreams come true next year...
It will come true...

Get to work...
Stop dreaming...
The World may tell you that you are wrong...
But its right in your face now...
No Denial...

Its gonna take a lot to drag me away from you
Theres nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do
I bless the rains down in africa
Gonna take some time to do the things we never had

Not?