tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377918292011-09-25T19:07:36.668+08:00†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.comBlogger2391100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-45545139902003404902011-09-25T19:03:00.002+08:002011-09-25T19:07:36.681+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I've no idea how my life becomes so fucked up...<br />Everything is just tearing me apart from inside...<br />Shit just keep happening for the last few weeks...<br />I'm just so depressed...<br />I've no one to talk to...<br />And no one knows about it...<br />I think I'm going crazy...<br /><br />And then again...<br />No one ever visit this blog now anyway...<br />I don't even visit this blog anymore...<br />I'm just here to rant about how shitty my life is...<br />Haiz...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4554513990200340490?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-76653022360934409592011-05-16T12:41:00.002+08:002011-05-16T12:44:19.321+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">From best friend to friend and friend to acquaintance...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But eventually we wouldn't even say hello on the streets...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Such is the downfall of friendship...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess this is how it will always go...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7665302236093440959?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-45248695426327841822011-04-22T18:27:00.002+08:002011-04-22T18:38:53.474+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Been a long time since I updated this blog...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But suddenly feel like expressing myself...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And since I have no other avenues to do so...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess I shall blog about it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I just watch <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSdELZxEnHY&amp;feature=share">this video</a> about the different stages of a relationship...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And I guess I can relate to the video...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Missing those times...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Where you know there's someone to rely on...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somebody that can really make your day...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Those good memories...</div><div style="text-align: center;">...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Haiz...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Fever from yesterday still haven't subsided...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Suppressing it through medication...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And last night was seriously a scary experience for me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Shivering to almost cramping my muscles...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Never had I felt so helpless...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Never had I feared fever so much...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Luckily it was all over...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sucks to be sick when parents are not at home...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Guess I'm not as independent as I thought...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hopefully tonight I can rest well and enjoy my day tomorrow...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b><i>Loneliness has been a friend I wish to abandoned</i></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><b><i>but sadly it will be a part of me for long...</i></b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4524869542632784182?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-49118538533333179562010-11-21T11:26:00.002+08:002010-11-21T11:41:32.421+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I don't know what's getting to me lately...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Feeling so depressed...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Feeling so stressed...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Having so much hopes placed on me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just heard from my friend...</div><div style="text-align: center;">They say its a privilege to be in recce...</div><div style="text-align: center;">It just means you are darned smart...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But to me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I don't even care about that...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I just want to spend my life in NS quietly...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And now that you put me here...</div><div style="text-align: center;">My injury comes out...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And at the rate...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I probably will be OOC-ed...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And you throw me into some other vocation...</div><div style="text-align: center;">After I've mixed with this group of people...</div><div style="text-align: center;">This sucks man...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Totally...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4911853853333317956?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-9809349430407678602010-10-31T16:06:00.002+08:002010-10-31T16:11:16.601+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Congratulations...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Annual fucked-up week has begun...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Start date : 28 Oct</div><div style="text-align: center;">Expected end date : 4 Nov</div><div style="text-align: center;">Damage report:</div><div style="text-align: center;">Other than the usual "everything goes against you"</div><div style="text-align: center;">And everybody PS-ing you...</div><div style="text-align: center;">This year's special is a swollen leg...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Lets see how this can get worst </div><div style="text-align: center;">(It can go a lot worse when i report back to my unit next week)</div><div style="text-align: center;">And to end off this report..</div><div style="text-align: center;">I say: "Fuck.My.Life."</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-980934943040767860?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-91157825073206449922010-10-10T20:24:00.002+08:002010-10-10T20:36:54.596+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Been thinking quite alot...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Like everything's tat's been happening...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ever since the day I was send to my vocation...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I kept questioning myself...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Why am I doing here?</div><div style="text-align: center;">For my whole life...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I always believe in one thing...</div><div style="text-align: center;">That is if I do my best...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I will be lead upon a road thats best for me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">A place where I can be good at being myself...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But somehow this time round...</div><div style="text-align: center;">It seem as though something went wrong somewhere...</div><div style="text-align: center;">From all that thinking...</div><div style="text-align: center;">This is what my analysis results...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Why I shouldn't be here?</div><div style="text-align: center;">1) I can't fast march</div><div style="text-align: center;">2) I'm not fit at all</div><div style="text-align: center;">3) I don't swim well (AKA Submarine)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Why I should be here?</div><div style="text-align: center;">1) When high level of fitness is not involved, I'm often motivated</div><div style="text-align: center;">2) I have quite high level of pain tolerance</div><div style="text-align: center;">3) I can be a little more observant about my surrounding</div><div style="text-align: center;">4) A "safe than sorry" type of person</div><div style="text-align: center;">5) Don't really have much 牵挂</div><div style="text-align: center;">6) Very much sacrificial</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">And this come into my conclusion...</div><div style="text-align: center;">More or less I kinda quite suit the job...</div><div style="text-align: center;">All the reasons that I shouldn't be here...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Some not that important, some just takes extra effort...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And even though I have my worries on how long my lower limb can take...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess I have to take my chances and see how much I can take...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I just hope my mind would not yield to the idea of giving up bah...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-9115782507320644992?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-4452040086806093212010-09-18T23:38:00.002+08:002010-09-18T23:56:13.257+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Here to update my status...<br />Just completed 1st week of training...<br />And seriously...<br />This is the army I had in army...<br />Freaking tough training...<br />By the end of the week I'm already dead-tired...<br />I dunno how I'm gonna survived 5 months of this...<br />No real motivation to push through...<br />But somehow I guess...<br />I will find one way or another to pull through bah...<br />If not it will only be injury that will get me out...<br />Bcoz no matter how tempting it might be to quit...<br />I guess I won't...<br />I guess...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-445204008680609321?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-55166866948002213332010-09-04T15:35:00.002+08:002010-09-04T15:39:27.353+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Everyone around me have been telling me the same thing...<br />And every time I kept giving reasons...<br />Trying come up with new ones every time...<br />But somehow every time...<br />Its the same old reason...<br />I guess I will never be the one to end any friendship...<br />But I guess I'm going to see the end of this one soon...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5516686694800221333?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-25251975442975851172010-08-01T01:54:00.002+08:002010-08-01T02:00:07.069+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Night time post...<br />Days go by as I continue walking...<br />Now I realised...<br />No matter what I do...<br />Things will work out eventually...<br />Even so...<br />It doesn't mean I should stop putting in effort...<br />It only means that...<br />I have to give my all...<br />So that...<br />I will be placed...<br />In a position where I'm needed the most...<br />Though I misses the times...<br />Where we laughed together...<br />But time will come and go...<br />And every good moment will have an end...<br />I should not look back...<br />But rather...<br />I should look forward...<br />Because good moment will come by again...<br />Once in a while...<br />Isn't it?=)<br />Trying to change my mentality is hard...<br />But I will try just as hard...<br />Because living in misery just ain't good for anything...<br />I need to remember how to smile...<br />I need to remember how to be real...<br />How to be Me=)<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2525197544297585117?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-32918127709084058762010-07-25T01:20:00.002+08:002010-07-25T01:32:06.264+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Just came back from council bbq...<br />And had SCS sports day this morning...<br />Had alot of fun...<br />Won the cheer competition...<br />Was really great to see my old frens in council...<br />But somehow when I'm here in my room...<br />I know myself...<br />No matter how "full of action" my life seems...<br />Its all empty inside...<br />And I realised...<br />I did change quite a bit these few months...<br />Not exactly for the best...<br />And I guess I gotta work on it...<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;">I've walked the wrong path...<br />Somehow I believe I shouldn't have taken this path...<br />But whatever it is...<br />I will realign myself once again to my goals...<br />Though this journey of self-redemption is long...<br />And I will walk this path alone...<br />I will move on...<br />Because after I've walked so long...<br />Thinking that people are all around me...<br />I realised...<br />I was wrong...<br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-3291812770908405876?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-63690223811608003972010-07-16T23:42:00.002+08:002010-07-16T23:51:29.080+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Just passed the first week of my life as a SCT...<br />This week is not as terrifying as I expected...<br />However I'm never letting my guard down...<br />I'm still going all out...<br />Anyway there was a IPPT CAT test...<br />And I got silver...<br />It felt great when you pushed yourself over your limit...<br />It felt great when you told yourself you can do it...<br />It felt great when you can "absorb" all the pain when you try your best...<br />For once...<br />I felt like a "monster"...<br />Unrestrain and Limitless...<br />The whole experience gave me new confidence...<br />That I can ignore all pain now...<br />I will make it...<br />I will...<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;">It never hurt that much...<br />It never did til I knew the truth...<br />But regardless of whatever it is...<br />I will never feel that pain again...<br />Because whatever that is left in this relationship...<br />Is nothing more than empty spaces...<br /><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6369022381160800397?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-40395249373623152422010-07-04T00:32:00.003+08:002010-07-06T02:28:34.418+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />Just POPed 4 days ago...<br />Although the feeling was great...<br />And I manged to finished the 24km<br />But I guess things were supposed to work out...<br />Nothing special about it bah...<br />Kinda sad that the rain came and we din manage to hav our parade...<br />Oh wells...<br />Had a great time these 2 days at Clarence's house and bbq at East Coast...<br />Yepz=)<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;">I realised that...<br />I tend to take on responsibility that I have no obligation to...<br />And sometimes I do question myself why I do so...<br />Probably the best explanation is the satisfaction I get from a job well done...<br /><br />Sometimes...<br />I secretly wished that you would tell me that...<br />I'm that very important person to you...<br />Just like you are that very important person to me...<br />Even though at this point in time...<br />It doesn't matter who I am to you...<br />What matters most is that...<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:85%;" >If you dare to take my hand...<br />I promise you that someday...<br />We'll make it there=)</span><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4039524937362315242?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-17154056309437790312010-06-26T22:28:00.002+08:002010-06-26T22:36:09.044+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Just watched finish the movie "Shutter Island"...<br />And man I shouldn't have watched it...<br />Somehow deep inside...<br />I always had this crazy idea that my life is a setup...<br />No matter how ridiculous it might sound...<br />I don't know...<br />Maybe after knowing how warped my life story is...<br />You might think it is...<br />Or maybe I'm really a Mental Patient...<br />LOL...<br />Yea...<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:78%;">I don't know how to describe this feeling I'm having now...<br />All I can say is that it sucks...<br />Maybe hollow is the word...<br />Or maybe more of helplessness...<br />Or maybe just feeling like I'm in mid air with no support...<br />Wanted to make a major decision in life...<br />But yet...<br />I really don't know what to do...<br />This decision will affect the next 9 years of my life...<br />Argh...<br />It sucks to be in this position now...<br /></span><br /></span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1715405630943779031?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-33239632826122866352010-06-11T00:35:00.003+08:002010-06-11T00:45:55.654+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />The whole thought of BMT ending soon brought in headache...<br />Alot decisions have to be made...<br />And alot of worries...<br />All that made me a lil grumpy these days...<br />Hmm...<br />Qn 1: Sign on?<br />Qn 2: If given the chance, go OCS?<br />These 2 main qns will lead to many sub qns...<br />Eventually they made up alot of choices...<br />I'm really couldn't decide anything now...<br />Too many uncertainty...<br />I'm really very emotionally "..."<br />Hmmm...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Haiz...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">BMT is nearly over...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Some things never changed...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Somehow...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I've really no idea what kept me going...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Or whether I'm even advancing...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I need a source of motivation...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I've no confidence in going OCS if I have no motivation...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Though I feel myself stronger...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">(Physically or mentally I'm not sure)</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">But I'm sure its not enough...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Haiz...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I guess when I lost the last gem...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I'm not going to find another...</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-3323963282612286635?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-9979668042008719142010-05-24T22:52:00.003+08:002010-05-24T23:03:18.037+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">My first time lying in pain in the hospital made me think alot...<br />Its not the "life flash pass your eyes" experience...<br />Because I know its not that serious...<br />But it made me think...<br />The next time I'm lying like that on the bed in A&amp;E...<br />When I'm probably really in deep shyt...<br />Question to all...<br />What would you do when you heard about it?<br />The 3 types of people will surfaced I guess...<br />The people that will just IGNORE it...<br />The people that will ACT like they care...<br />And the people that REALLY care...<br />Somehow...<br />I thought I wouldn't care about this...<br />But I'm really curious...<br />How it will turn out...<br />Well...<br />I guess by the time I know the answer...<br />I would really be 6 feet under then...<br />Oh wells...<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;" >Somehow the answer I really want to know is...<br />How would You react?<br />Despite everything you said to me...<br />Frankly speaking...<br />I cannot convince myself totally that you would really care...<br />I really want to know the answer...<br />I really want to know how important I am to you...<br />But I guess I wouldn't get the answer bah...</span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-997966804200871914?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-15803423787177693512010-05-16T16:47:00.002+08:002010-05-16T16:56:08.493+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I guess today was quite...<br />Disappointing bah...<br />Din expect me to go in with this feeling...<br />Going to be a disastrous week...<br />Haiz...<br />I thought today was supposed to be a happy day...<br />I thought we were supposed to forget all the troubles for one day...<br />Was so looking forward to today...<br />What happen to wanting to spend more time together...<br />I din plan much...<br />Just wanna go to the park and chill...<br />And if u hav the time...<br />Maybe come with me to Pasir Ris...<br />But never mind bah...<br />Perhaps I expect too much...<br />But somehow...<br />I always had the feeling that u juz wanna leave the moment we met...<br />I dunno...<br />But thats just how I felt...<br />I guess I'm juz a lil sad...<br />I guess I need to be a lil more understanding...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">"If you wish to leave, I will not stop you,<br />`cause I never want to restrict you"<br /></span><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1580342378717769351?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-75573087073688806602010-05-13T20:58:00.000+08:002010-05-13T20:58:25.976+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">No Doubt Army is tough...<br />Many a times, I felt like giving up...<br />But somehow I wanted to push on...<br />I've thought about it...<br />What is my motivation to push on?<br />Frankly speaking...<br />I've no idea...<br />Somehow I thought Love can be motivation...<br />But perhaps I say I know myself well...<br />I'm cold...<br />I wanna change...<br />I will change...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7557308707368880660?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-14832296941595850322010-04-25T21:37:00.003+08:002010-04-25T21:39:53.455+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Thanks...<br />`Coz thats all it takes to turn me into a monster...<br />Really...<br />I don't freaking care anymore...<br />And I shan't talk about it anymore...<br />You blew up the volcano now...<br />You wanna do this?<br />Fine...<br />Don't like how I do things?<br />Wanna know where that came from?<br />YOU!<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1483229694159585032?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-53779984451917489772010-04-24T01:52:00.003+08:002010-04-24T01:58:09.263+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Time running short...<br />In a few hours time...<br />I will complete my final preparation...<br />Somehow I've look forward to the day...<br />But as it inches closer...<br />My feeling change...<br />I've no idea how to describe it...<br />But I feel like I'm less ready than I've expected...<br />Everything's going to change...<br />I've grown to accept many changes in my life...<br />But am I ready for this?<br />One thing's for sure...<br />I'm going to be a changed man...<br />The moment I'm there...<br />I won't be the same...<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:78%;">I shan't expect...<br />I shan't hope...<br />And I will accept...<br />And I will embrace...<br />The truth of my predicament...<br />I will lived through it...<br />By it...<br />And with it...<br /></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5377998445191748977?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-71864889452458278362010-04-21T22:29:00.002+08:002010-04-21T22:40:38.462+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I'm trying hard this time round...<br />I know my efforts may go to waste...<br />I'm going to do my best...<br />Because eventually I realised...<br />How much this system meant to me...<br />At the very least...<br />I'm going to hold it together as long as I can...<br />(Suddenly feeling so positive)<br />Anyway all I wanna say is...<br />I've already taken my step...<br />Its time to take yours..<br />=)<span style="font-size:78%;"><br /><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7186488945245827836?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-72732330795170190262010-04-20T00:30:00.002+08:002010-04-20T00:34:13.337+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Argh...<br />I really shouldn't think so much...<br />Because I think I f-ed my own life...<br />Though it seems like its fine...<br />I find that Everything that I want to achieve...<br />I did not achieve it...<br />Sounds damn failure...<br />All the wrong decision lar...<br />Starting to think every single step is wrong lar...<br />Damn sian lar...<br />Argh never mind lar...<br />Don't think so much lar...<br />For a start...<br />I should not expect anything from Army lar...<br />Don't want disappointment again lar...<br />Me being ambitious eventually make me look dumb...<br />Basket...<br />Zzz...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7273233079517019026?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-29450775017086419382010-04-17T19:49:00.001+08:002010-04-17T19:50:48.260+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: bold; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >保护色</span></span></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >想对你说的 让他先说了?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >从此只能 猜测?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >你流泪是因为 快乐</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >想要给你的 他先给你了?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >从此只能 负荷?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >寂寞和爱 本来能分割</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >祝福你是我的保护色?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >专心扮演朋友的角色?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >在你们拥抱的那一刻?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >我心一分为二</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >欺骗你是我的保护色?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >甘心做个爱情的弱者?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >真爱不死就能逃得远远的?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >等待是我职责</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >路越走越曲折 不能回头了?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >能伤害我的 都是我爱的?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >还保护什麽 还保护什麽</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >祝福你是我的保护色?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >专心扮演朋友的角色?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >在你们拥抱的那一刻?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >我心一分为二</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >欺骗你是我的保护色?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >甘心做个爱情的弱者?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >真爱不死就能逃得远远的?</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >等待是我职责</span></span><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px;font-family:'Times New Roman';font-size:78%;" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); line-height: 24px;font-family:arial,Simsun,serif;" >爱你是点的</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2945077501708641938?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-71827596497352251152010-04-14T00:58:00.002+08:002010-04-14T01:05:39.247+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Food for thoughts:</div><div style="text-align: center;">A friend of mine had an interesting personal message on msn...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And it goes like this:</div><div style="text-align: center;">"Don't talk to me like you know me,</div><div style="text-align: center;">Talk to me like you love me."</div><div style="text-align: center;">Though it sounds simple...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But somehow I believe I can learn something from it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I realised...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Whenever I talking to someone...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I always talked as though I know them well...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Perhaps I do...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But talking this way will only lead me to advising them...</div><div style="text-align: center;">On what is theoretically the right way to do things...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But somehow I neglect something in the equation...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Emotions and Feelings...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Things that makes us human...</div><div style="text-align: center;">This may oppose what is theoretically right...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Feelings do make us steer away from the best decision...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow I think I should learn to be less "inhuman" about it bah...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Standing in someone else's shoe...</div><div style="text-align: center;">The best theoretical right way may just be an impossible way...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Makes sense...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yepz..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7182759649735225115?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-26684962289808734032010-04-08T12:50:00.002+08:002010-04-08T13:01:18.235+08:00<div style="text-align: center; font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Frankly speaking...<br />Writing this has it own purpose...<br />Its just a crazy plan...<br />No doubt success would be no problem...<br />But its the after effect...<br />Gotta admit...<br />I push it a little too far...</span><span style="font-size:78%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: separate; color: rgb(0, 0, 153); font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; letter-spacing: normal; line-height: normal; orphans: 2; text-indent: 0px; text-transform: none; white-space: normal; widows: 2; word-spacing: 0px; font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 9px; text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Would really have gotten your blood boiling...<br />But ya...<br />Gotta ensure it works...<br />Well...<br />101 ways to cure a "sick" tigress...<br />Its a risky move...<br />Gotta admit...<br />Its one of the worse ways...<br />But oh well...<br />Lets see whether I can clean up this mess...<br />HAHA...<br />I must be nuts...<br />Note: The use of "" in "let go" </span><br /><br /></span><br /></span></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2668496228980873403?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-87155804082756422062010-04-06T01:04:00.006+08:002010-04-06T01:25:35.825+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Some things just struck me these few days...<br />Just feel so...<br />...<br />Like really lor...<br />And for the past few weeks...<br />Since I'm not using any "intense english"...<br />My language capabilities have dropped...<br />And it got worse a few days ago...<br />When I stuttered in front of the optometrist...<br />(I actually checked the meaning of optometrist...)<br />Yea...<br />So you can imagine how long I've never went out...<br />In a way rotting at home is good...<br />Saves money...<br />LOL...<br />Budden it has a lot of social complications...<br />I realised my hair has grown into...<br />I-don't-know-how-to-describe...<br />Yea...<br />You get my point...<br />Oh wells...<br />But that's not the point...<br />Point is...<br />Life's getting boring...<br />Somebody save me...<br />LoL...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">I guess you really don't know how to draw lines...<br />How to divide your time...<br />You spend too much time on your work...<br />You seem to have no time for anything...<br />Or maybe you do...<br />Or maybe like I used to say...<br />I'm the lowest priority...<br />Yea...<br />I've no idea...<br />You have your ideals and your life...<br />You want to spend your life this way?<br />Its your choice...<br />I realised...<br />My attitude towards you has changed...<br />Perhaps you did not notice...<br />But I've already "let go"...<br />Sometimes...<br />Preaching has no value...<br />When you eventually lose it...<br />Perhaps you will regret...<br />Perhaps you won't...<br />Entertainment can work without me...<br />Though jobs and serious matters...<br />I seem to still have some value...<br />Ah...<br />Never mind...<br /><br />P.S. I'm not angry while writing all that, just wanna say what I wanna say...<br /></span><br /></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8715580408275642206?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-6244875904327852252010-04-03T01:25:00.002+08:002010-04-03T01:40:20.902+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />I've been thinking a lot lately...<br />And I realised...<br />The reason I got to who I am today...<br />Whether good or bad...<br />Is because I think a lot...<br />In a way...<br />It has helped me a lot...<br />Thinking allows me to predict rather accurately...<br />What had happen...<br />What is happening...<br />And what is going to happen...<br />Even when I'm not in the know of things...<br />Partly because thinking a lot drove me to analysing everything...<br />And analysing situations does help me make decision alot...<br />Though at times it slows making simple decision...<br />Can't believe I actually took 15mins...<br />Deciding on which instant noodle to cook...<br />Oh wells...<br />Actually having to think a lot...<br />And getting to know things I'm not supposed to know...<br />Has its consequences at times...<br />At this point in time...<br />I know there are probably people hiding some secrets from me...<br />If so I expect them to tell me...<br />But I know if they do have secrets they are just going to keep it that way...<br />Its not that I'm very concerned about the secrets...<br />I don't care about the secrets...<br />Just don't want to be left out...<br />Like when the whole world knows about it...<br />And I'm the only goondul that don't<br />The reason why I can deduce that?<br />Many...<br />Things like behaviour can sell you out easily...<br />I know I'm not perfectly good at "guessing"...<br />But I trust that myself that its not paranoia...<br />Oh wells...<br />Its not very important...<br />But just don't like it when people keep secrets from me...<br />In a way that I know there is a secret...<br />zzz...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-624487590432785225?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-23987784347957944992010-04-01T00:12:00.002+08:002010-04-01T00:26:17.957+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />Somehow I feel very...<br />Empty now...<br />`cos...<br />I'm in the middle of a very...<br />Looooooonnnngggg...<br />Transition from A level to my next stage of life..<br />Which is Army...<br />Somehow I have set quite a few task to achieve during my JC years...<br />But well...<br />All these task don't work out...<br />Thought bout helping my old CCAs...<br />But its getting bad to worse...<br />Thought about finding love...<br />But well...<br />Failing quite badly I guess?<br />Picking up musical instruments...<br />Failure due to loss in motivation...<br />Same for picking up dance too...<br />So yea...<br />Getting more and more bored each day...<br />Eventually will sleep more and more each day lor...<br />HAHA...<br />What to do?<br />Must find something to do to pass these 3 weeks...<br />Hmmm...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Just some thoughts:</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">In solving a problem...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">More often than not...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Its not all about the answer...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">But rather its more about the analysing the question...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">And providing a sound method of solving...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Probably thats why even most Maths question are structure in the way...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Such that there are many M1 (method mark)...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">And onli 1 A1 (answer mark)...</span><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2398778434795794499?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-70899252468414932212010-03-30T02:28:00.002+08:002010-03-30T02:41:15.524+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Finally back in SG...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Actually somehow...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I wanted to stay in M'sia longer...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But there are things to be done in SG...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Like applying for Uni...</div><div style="text-align: center;">LOL...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Why do I wanna stay in M'sia longer?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Perhaps its because I feel more relax there?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Perhaps its because I have cousins that really care?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Perhaps its because I really felt like I'm home there?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Or maybe its perhaps I wanna escape from this battlefield...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I believe I need alot of freedom...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And I think SG doesn't provide me that...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow being in M'sia makes me all relax...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And lets me do everything I want to...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyway just these few hours...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've been watching alot of video of piano pieces...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Great!</div><div style="text-align: center;">But somehow I realised that...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm watching all these videos...</div><div style="text-align: center;">In hope that one day I could do all that...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But somehow in the back of my head...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I knew there are some things that I'm not going to accomplish...</div><div style="text-align: center;">No matter how hard I try...</div><div style="text-align: center;">This is one of them...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know that I'm never going to express my thoughts through music...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Not through dances too...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I have alot of things that I want to accomplish...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But I know that I cannot accomplish most of them too...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know I'm dreaming big...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But somehow...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Some dreams...</div><div style="text-align: center;">No matter how big...</div><div style="text-align: center;">How ridiculous it may sounds...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm going to accomplish it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I swear...</div><div style="text-align: center;">As for music and dances...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess they were never meant for me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Ha...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">One day, I'm going to buy a small piece of land in M'sia...</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Build my own house there...</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">Lead a quiet life...</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I know thats me...</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">And I know that if my future wife likes this idea...</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">I know that person likes me...</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">`Cos This is me...</span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><br /></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Someday somehow...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I will find my way there...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">When I do...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I know I'll be happy=)</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><br /></i></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7089925246841493221?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-12076224150651542042010-03-17T01:13:00.003+08:002010-03-17T01:22:28.490+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Sometimes I do wonder...</div><div style="text-align: center;">How varied can it be from what I'm thinking...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And what I really say and do...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sometimes I wanna let go...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But my actions refuse to say...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sometimes I act like I never do care...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But deep inside my mind thinks all about it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">How I wish I could be a person...</div><div style="text-align: center;">That do what I really think...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And think what I really do...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow...</div><div style="text-align: center;">When I declared systems failed...</div><div style="text-align: center;">It never really did...</div><div style="text-align: center;">When I said I wanna let go...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I held on even tighter...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I still have a heart...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I still care for them...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And dang sometimes I can't really say or do it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Whatever it is...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I realised that...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">The boundary for which I drew...</span></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">Which separates who is important and who is not has never changed...</span></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i><br /></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'times new roman';">Leaving tomorrow for M'sia again...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'times new roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Mixed feelings but oh wells...</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'times new roman', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><br /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">"Sometimes you wished you leaved...</span></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">But when you really do...</span></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">You realised you should have stayed..."</span></span></i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1207622415065154204?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-76418184588270672252010-03-16T00:37:00.002+08:002010-03-16T00:48:14.836+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I've had enough!</div><div style="text-align: center;">What is this?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Everything is my fault?</div><div style="text-align: center;">What I said is true!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Well it isn't really fair isn't it?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Throwing the blame at me for EVERYTHING...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Oh you said it wasn't?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Then why the fuck you scold me for everything?</div><div style="text-align: center;">If its his fault too...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Why did I not see you scolding him?</div><div style="text-align: center;">You grumble all day about everything thats wrong in the house...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And you talk as if its my fault...</div><div style="text-align: center;">When I asked...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You just said "it could be anyone"</div><div style="text-align: center;">BULLSHIT!</div><div style="text-align: center;">If so scold during dinner time...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I don't see you doing that...</div><div style="text-align: center;">So what is it?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Favouritism?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Well isn't it obvious enough...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Your actions and speech says it all...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Come on lar...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm not blind...</div><div style="text-align: center;">For years now I've been throwing excuses at myself...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just to believe its not favouritism...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But come on...</div><div style="text-align: center;">NONE OF THE EXCUSES MAKES SENSE!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Its pure favouritism!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just because he appears to be filial...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You treat him best...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Right...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Well obviously he turns King behind your back...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Why...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Is it my fault for being "real"?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Should I put on a facade too...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just to curry favour from you</div><div style="text-align: center;">And make my life better?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Well I wouldn't do that...</div><div style="text-align: center;">What I'm going to do is...</div><div style="text-align: center;">To get out of this house as soon as I can...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And hell yeah I am...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You can go to him when you need help...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Since he's all so filial...</div><div style="text-align: center;">No wonder I never felt like this is my home at all...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7641818458827067225?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-14301550106071791182010-03-15T01:13:00.003+08:002010-03-15T01:23:27.061+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I was expecting a simple boring night tonight...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But I guess tonight really changed my attitude a bit...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Was totally random when I decided to watch a movie...</div><div style="text-align: center;">No idea why but I just watched finish the movie:</div><div style="text-align: center;">L changed the world...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I don't know how others felt...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But for me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow this movie is motivating...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Watching someone who knew his end was near...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Yet he continue to do so much...</div><div style="text-align: center;">He could easily end the world he once knew...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And I do believe the world did not meant so much to him before...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But I guess he really did learn a lot from his last days...</div><div style="text-align: center;">In a way...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess the notion of death has its ways of changing a person...</div><div style="text-align: center;">If only man could change without such extreme situation...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">No doubt I know that times are going to be tough for me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Before this movie...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I do not really have any idea how to handle this...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow after the movie...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I believe that I should be optimistic about it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess thats how I did it the last year...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow I hope to hang on to this optimism for long...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've got to find a way to this...</div><div style="text-align: center;">In the meantime...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess I should rest...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Let this whole idea of optimism sink into my mind=)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">"Even though times are tough and its hard to move on...</span></span></i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">But life goes on and tough man last longer than tough times=)"</span></span></i></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1430155010607179118?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-80551376868855897032010-03-14T01:54:00.002+08:002010-03-14T02:01:24.438+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">These are tough times...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I will have to face them alone...</div><div style="text-align: center;">At the very least I have been for the past few years...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow these times come every year...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But never mind...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tough times breed tougher man...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I will grit my teeth through this...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Because this will never be the end of me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I may be down...</div><div style="text-align: center;">But I'm not out!</div><div style="text-align: center;">Roar!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8055137686885589703?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-67872829197395433692010-03-12T23:21:00.002+08:002010-03-12T23:27:13.683+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">How pathetic...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just goes to show how pathetic my life is...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Can't even find a friend to accompany me to the open house...</div><div style="text-align: center;">What Joke...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess I'm really that sad case...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Haiz...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Never mind...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I will find a way...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6787282919739543369?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-7924934505606525842010-03-11T23:17:00.002+08:002010-03-11T23:22:23.231+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">精疲力尽</div><div style="text-align: center;">Weakness sets in...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Real Weakness...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Head spinning...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Growing heavier...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Argh...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'll be fine...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've no idea how to answer people...</div><div style="text-align: center;">When they asked about my results or my health...</div><div style="text-align: center;">`Coz there's nothing I can do about it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And Sis...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You don't have to remind me that I used to be one of the top...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I know I've fallen from the top...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Fell through a large distance I know...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Don't have to remind me of what I've lost because of that C...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Damn it...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-792493450560652584?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-63818803183275664622010-03-10T22:59:00.003+08:002010-03-10T23:27:24.418+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Here to report my results...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Most of the subjects were fine...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Except for 1...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Somehow I expected it to be abit off my target after doing the paper..</div><div style="text-align: center;">I was wrong...</div><div style="text-align: center;">It was way off...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And it made all the difference in my overall result...</div><div style="text-align: center;">In a way...</div><div style="text-align: center;">My dreams were more or less shattered...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Many have came by and said...</div><div style="text-align: center;">"Hey, your results aren't that bad...Take a chill pill"</div><div style="text-align: center;">And there are those that believe I do not know how to 知足</div><div style="text-align: center;">I guess these people don't know me well enough...</div><div style="text-align: center;">If you know me well enough...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You would have known that I'm easily satisfied...</div><div style="text-align: center;">If I seek more...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Often its to share..</div><div style="text-align: center;">I shan't explain more...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Curious ask me...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Anyway I'm not surprised I'm misunderstood...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Because I've always been...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Just that sometimes...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Its the closest people...</div><div style="text-align: center;">HAHA...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Nvr mind lar...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Understandable=)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>Hmmm...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Health deteriorating again...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Not very surprising...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms', serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><i>I'm not caring...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>How I wished that someday...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>I will find someone that really knew me...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>Or perhaps...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>Like someone said before...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>"You closed the doors to others...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>How can you expect someone to come in?"</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>Haiz...</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';"><i>Missed you...</i></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6381880318327566462?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-84973917579017176822010-03-05T11:35:00.001+08:002010-03-05T11:35:15.408+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Few more hours...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Pray pray pray...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8497391757901717682?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-78569861120129197642010-03-03T14:32:00.002+08:002010-03-03T14:43:00.934+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />In 2 days time, I'll be getting my results...<br />Well...<br />I shouldn't give myself too much hope...<br />I know clearly that I did not do well...<br />More or less the results should be unsatisfactory...<br />But well...<br />Its the choices I made that make me here...<br />So I guess I hav to accept it...<br />A phrase can pretty much sum up the situation I'll be facing...<br />赔了夫人又折兵...<br />Oh wells...<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" >Even though its part of the prediction...<br />It still came as a surprise...<br />When the system that was set up after much effort...<br />Eventually crash and burn...<br />Allies are ready to help...<br />But a King with no army...<br />Is nothing much but a failure himself...<br />What is he to do...<br />Other than cowering behind his allies...</span><br /><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7856986112012919764?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-54102803235229381372010-02-27T21:09:00.002+08:002010-02-27T21:13:55.815+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Enough!</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've had enough of this...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Forget it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Seriously forget it...</div><div style="text-align: center;">This is totally dumb...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Like totally dumb...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I don't want to listen to anything anymore...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Come on lar...</div><div style="text-align: center;">More than half a year and still no success?</div><div style="text-align: center;">My god...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Forget it lar...</div><div style="text-align: center;">It just shows alot doesn't it?</div><div style="text-align: center;">You just used up your 1 last chance...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You said you were sorry before...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Let me tell you...</div><div style="text-align: center;">For everytime you said you were sorry...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You don't feel sorry...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Coz if you do...</div><div style="text-align: center;">You won't make the same mistake...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Again...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Again...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Again...</div><div style="text-align: center;">And again...</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've had enough...</div><div style="text-align: center;">Really...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5410280323522938137?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-50178893108465988572010-02-21T18:17:00.002+08:002010-02-21T18:36:35.558+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />So fast and its the last week of my attachment...<br />And its probably the toughest week...<br />Not enough time to teach what I need to...<br />Lesson observation...<br />Gotta start doing my slides and planning my week...<br />Lets juz finish this week with a bang bah..<br /><br />Been thinking a lot lately...<br />And realised that much parts of my life are quite screwed up...<br />I no longer enjoy the comfort and luxury of social life...<br />Rather...<br />I'm spending much of my life in solitude...<br />Not the way I planned it long ago...<br />Things happen...<br />Things change...<br />And eventually I'm alone...<br />Was looking forward to this weekend...<br />Turned out to be a disappointment...<br />Big disappointment...<br />I hate it when words aren't taken seriously...<br />I guess sometimes...<br />I'm the only guy in the rain waiting...<br />Haiz nvr mind...<br /><br />Soon...<br />Very soon...<br />I'll probably can't sleep without regret...<br />Without blaming myself for everything that's happened..<br />For not being able to do anything about it...<br />Rest my soul...<br />My fallen maiden...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Will there be time like those of the past?</span></span></span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Times where I know when I fall...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Someone will be there with me?</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Perhaps its just a dream...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">And I've woken in this room...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">So cold, So dark...</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5017889310846598857?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-41726752869228551602010-02-16T00:48:00.002+08:002010-02-16T00:56:00.935+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">The Journey has been far and treacherous this far...<br />I persisted hard and grit my teeth through all that...<br />But nonetheless the conclusion was much worst off...<br />This is the end of the journey...<br />In 2 weeks time I will know how I fare...<br />Though I know pretty much of my journey is a failure...<br />But nothing much can be done as of now...<br />I made mistakes...<br />Grave ones at that...<br />"Regrets" is probably not the word I would use...<br />But I guess...<br />I just have to face my failure for some time...<br />I've never wanted it to end this way...<br />But I guess the decisions I made along the way...<br />Will only lead me to this end...<br />For now...<br />I would like to rest...<br />The past will probably fade to dust...<br />But the memories will linger forever...<br />My mind will not rest...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4172675286922855160?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-17578514403526780662010-02-02T20:58:00.001+08:002010-02-02T21:01:19.877+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Do you remember - Jay Sean<br /><br />Hey! Jay Sean<br />Yeah! Sean Paul<br />Lil Jon!<br />This one right here is for all the ladies<br />Ladies who want to take it back<br />(i don't know what Sean Paul said)<br />Holler at them Jay<br /><br />I've been thinking about you<br />And how we used to be then<br />Back when we didn't have to live we could start again<br /><br />There's nothing left to say<br />Don't waste another day<br />Just you and me tonight<br />Everything will be okay<br />If it's alright with you then it's alright with me<br />Baby let's take this time let's make new memories<br /><br />Do you remember do you remember do you remember<br />All of the times we had<br />Do you remember do you remember do you remember<br />All of the times we had<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br />Let's bring it back<br /><br />(Yo Jay Sing for these ladies!)<br /><br />So long since you've been missing<br />It's good to see you again<br />How you how you doing<br />And how about we don't let this happen again<br /><br />There's nothing left to say<br />Don't waste another day<br />Jay Sean Do You Remember<br />Just you and me tonight<br />Everything will be okay<br />If it's alright with you then it's alright with me<br />Baby let's take this time let's make new memories<br /><br />Do you remember do you remember do you remember<br />All of the times we had<br />Do you remember do you remember do you remember<br />All of the times we had<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back!)<br /><br />Yo ay girl yo bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun<br />When I was still your number one<br />Well it might seem far-fetched baby girl but it can't be done<br />I've got this feeling fire blazing and it's hot just like the sun<br />Know you feel it too my girl just freeze up may the good vibes run ...<br />Girl take a sip of the champange take a lil trip down my lane my girl<br />While you noe every night you'll feel alright look I tell you dis girl atta My world<br />Dont change imma na Rearange Ay girl imma tell you straight dis atta my world<br />How many years do you want come kiss dis I know you miss this<br />That's what I heard that's what I heard that's what I heard word girl<br />(written by ear as heard by Mj22)<br /><br />There's nothing left to say<br />Don't waste another day<br />Just you and me tonight<br />Everything will be okay<br />If it's alright with you then it's alright with me<br />Baby let's take this time let's make new memories<br /><br />Do you remember do you remember do you remember<br />All of the times we had<br />Do you remember do you remember do you remember<br />All of the times we had<br />Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)<br />Let's bring it back (Bring it back)<br />Let's bring it back (Let's bring it back)<br />Let's bring it back (Oh)<br />Let's bring it back<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Do you remember?</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">`Coz I still remember...</span><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">Let's bring it back alright?</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1757851440352678066?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-47976518250653139552010-02-02T20:53:00.002+08:002010-02-02T20:53:50.457+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">In the end...<br />I dun hav the heart to end this blog...<br />Heck it...<br />zzz...<br />Juz leave it here to rot...<br />zzz...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4797651825065313955?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-81564972173618091022010-01-23T22:50:00.001+08:002010-01-23T22:53:18.081+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I guess this should be my last post...<br />Hmmm...<br />Finally mark the end of my blogging life...<br />With a very very short post...<br />Well...<br />That's life for me...<br />Blog will end in a week...<br />*poof*<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms; font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" >ARGH</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8156497217361809102?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-90101709682948083032010-01-22T00:41:00.000+08:002010-01-22T00:42:08.233+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">I'mma crazy happy mad man tonight!^^<br />Woots!!!!^^<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-9010170968294808303?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-42970435956051174762010-01-17T20:42:00.000+08:002010-01-17T18:13:20.414+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Time passes easily...<br />I'm going to do what I've always held back on...<br />I'm not going to care about any other things...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4297043595605117476?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-906549464031762352010-01-13T00:42:00.002+08:002010-01-13T00:50:18.839+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Starting my temporary new life soon...<br />New purpose these few months...<br />Back to what I do best...<br />And I shall do my best...<br />Whats better than helping my alma mater?<br />Ha<br /><br />And soon I'll be doing my attachment at primary school...<br />Lets hope it goes well=)<br />Nothing much to update about...<br />Juz tat some characters in my life will be gone...<br />And new ones coming in too...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">On that special day, I shall pop that question...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I need to find out...</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-90654946403176235?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-90673620976571058352009-12-22T23:57:00.002+08:002009-12-23T00:09:13.730+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Back from M'sia yesterday...<br />This trip brings back memories...<br />And evoke alot of emotions...<br />Hmmm...<br />At the very least I know...<br />When the world denys my existence...<br />I know where I can turn to...<br />I'll keep my memories close to my heart...<br /><br />Next to this blog...<br />Gradually this blog has quieten down...<br />Juz like my life bah...<br />I guess...<br />I will onli blog when I really need to bah...<br />Feelings often fade whenever I wanna blog...<br />Guess if anyone wans to hear from me...<br />They will find from me bah...<br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-9067362097657105835?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-63329450801231392522009-12-04T18:00:00.002+08:002009-12-04T18:13:28.675+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">When the time has finally come...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I lack the courage to do it...</span><br /><br />Before the time has come...<br />I always thought its other reasons...<br />But I guess I'm juz hiding behind these excuses...<br />When its finally time...<br />I can no longer hide behind any excuses...<br />Juz a walk...<br />I finally sense it...<br />Its not love...<br />Its gratitude...<br />Even though I can continue finding reasons...<br />But I guess I'm juz escaping reality...<br />There's no end to this...<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">Take some time bah...</span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6332945080123139252?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-42127003555895456782009-12-03T01:18:00.002+08:002009-12-03T01:27:17.813+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />Kinda late for this...<br />But I guess it seems that another phase of my life...<br />Is closing to an end...<br />Feeling Nostalgic suddenly...<br />Guess I will miss this bunch of frens bah...<br />Its been a fun journey...<br />Life's changing once again...<br />But I guess change is inevitable...<br />But I hope I can still retain a few frenships bah...<br /><br />Haiz...<br />I getting more emotionally sensitive again...<br />I dunno...<br />Every little thing...<br />Also sparks off an emotion...<br />But more often than not...<br />I'm thrown into my own prison again...<br />I'm tired...<br />I'm tired of the false hope...<br />I'm tired of people saying thanks to me when they dun mean it...<br />I'm tired of people who say they would be there...<br />I'm tired of having seem like I've had the best life...<br />When deep down inside...<br />I hav nth at all...<br />I'm tired of being pushed away...<br />I'm tired of finding myself all alone once more...<br />I'm tired...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:78%;">I want those times again...</span></span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4212700355589545678?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-17502214384036131872009-11-25T00:18:00.000+08:002009-11-25T00:19:03.008+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 153);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-style: italic;">My troubles may end...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">But the War is Eternal...</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1750221438403613187?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-29991645271165001042009-11-21T23:13:00.002+08:002009-11-21T23:17:12.490+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Dreams will eventually end...<br />And I guess this dream is ending soon...<br />Come and Go swiftly...<br />It happened once...<br />And it will happen again...<br />I guess I really should get used to this life I have...<br /><br />Life...<br />Do not make a joke out of me again...<br />Let what comes to me...<br />Stay with me...<br />Its not funny...<br />Showing me a wonderful life...<br />Before banishing me to that lonely corner again...<br />Roar!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2999164527116500104?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-63987547122592511392009-11-16T22:24:00.002+08:002009-11-16T22:26:38.856+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Haiz...<br />Can't imagine myself in this state again...<br />Headache...<br />Drop hair...<br />Worried...<br />Argh...<br />Forget it...<br />Dun tink too much...<br />Its <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Not Happening</span>...<br />Dream on!<br />Time to go to sleep in 30 mins time...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6398754712259251139?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-3897099382191644762009-11-15T13:53:00.001+08:002009-11-15T13:54:30.571+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">The 15 days fight left...<br />Grown very much weary...<br />My life has gone into a slowdown...<br />Perhaps it would be the same after the 15 days...<br />Back to studies I guess...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-389709938219164476?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-6211521923956553402009-10-23T23:00:00.001+08:002009-10-23T23:02:42.414+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><object width="425" height="344"><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/TnEdUVBjZfo&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/TnEdUVBjZfo&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></object><br />Save tonight...<br />Tmr she'll be gone...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-621152192395655340?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-54580679911090633712009-10-16T21:16:00.002+08:002009-10-16T21:40:29.812+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Today was a significant day...<br />It's Farewell Assembly...<br />The mark of the end of JC life...<br />And the start of a short journey...<br />A journey of self-preparation...<br /><br />Somehow I felt assured by my classmates...<br />My schoolmates...<br />And my teachers...<br />That I'm not alone...<br />But somehow...<br />Along with the realisation that I'm not alone...<br />Somehow I found lonely within...<br />I guess its not them...<br />Its me...<br />Perhaps I really sought to walk alone...<br /><br />Nevertheless it was nice to hear that I have comrades...<br />People who fight alongside me...<br />People covering me and people I cover...<br />Despite being feeling lonely all this while...<br /><br />I really wished to thank all my frens in PJC...<br />Regardless of who you are...<br />People who have left their footsteps in this chapter..<br />I really appreciate their company...<br />And I really wish them luck in their future endeavours<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;">Ever since you left my life...<br />Every parting...<br />Every closing of chapters in life...<br />Was hurting and painful more than it ever should be...<br />I regreted...<br />I regreted not being there when you left...<br />I regreted not taking up the opportunity to...<br />I know I need to move on...<br />I know you would want me to...<br />But I just want to let you know...<br />Wherever you may be...<br />You'll always be a part of me...<br />And that part of me...<br />Just like how you've been...<br />Gone to past...<br /></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5458067991109063371?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-55315300054898534972009-10-15T20:53:00.002+08:002009-10-15T20:56:36.159+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Just drop by to post my last post til...<br />After "A"s...<br />Hmm...<br />Been asking myself for the past few days...<br />Now that the "future" is near...<br />What do I really want?<br />How much is success worth to me now?<br />Whats the price that I'm willing to pay?<br />I guess...<br />I've found my answer...<br />Pray that hardwork will eventually pay off bah...<br />...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5531530005489853497?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-79147175083512131292009-10-03T20:45:00.002+08:002009-10-03T20:53:57.861+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Pulled through Prelims...<br />Was glad that some hard work paid off...<br />A lil upset some din...<br />Which means I need to do something about it...<br />Was really glad that I'm not negative anymore=)<br />But now...<br />Got a lil pissed off again..<br />Dun care...<br />Juz gonna carried out my plan the next time he appear...<br />Not going to let him dampen my mood...<br />Though I'm spending MAF at home...<br />Its not going to get me to emo...<br />HA!<br />=)<br />Coz I hav a dream...<br />Lets see it slowly come true when the time comes bah=)<br />For now...<br />I shall continue my efforts...<br />No...<br />Doubling it=)<br />I will hav my dreams come true next year...<br />It will come true...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7914717508351213129?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-81228041374292262692009-09-26T23:04:00.002+08:002009-09-26T23:35:10.376+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Get to work...<br />Stop dreaming...<br />The World may tell you that you are wrong...<br />But its right in your face now...<br />No Denial...<br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: trebuchet ms;font-size:78%;" ><br />Its gonna take a lot to drag me away from you<br />Theres nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do<br />I bless the rains down in africa<br />Gonna take some time to do the things we never had</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-size:78%;" ><br />Not?</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8122804137429226269?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-72934325206059163682009-09-21T13:02:00.001+08:002009-09-21T13:03:55.335+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Humans are sometimes so disgusting...<br />When they need you...<br />They scurry over to your side...<br />When its all over...<br />They disappear...<br />Filthy creatures...<br />I'm giving my last chance...<br />Their last chance...<br />Disappear again...<br />No more help for you for A levels...<br />ARGH!!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7293432520605916368?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-80173328655344132242009-09-20T13:37:00.002+08:002009-09-20T14:21:38.424+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Its all moving forward now...<br />However...<br />Dun forget to slow down and take a rest=)<br />Although there are always regrets...<br />But whats done been done...<br />So striving to be forward-looking is impt=)<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"They say only madman rushes towards their greatest fears...<br />yet they fail to see the fruits of overcoming their greatest fears..."</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8017332865534413224?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-11922603161570674182009-09-11T21:53:00.001+08:002009-09-11T21:55:05.047+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Am I giving myself too much stress?<br />I dun tink so...<br />I'm losing touch with my studies...<br />Its getting from bad to worse...<br />I muz make a comeback...<br />Or I will be gone...<br />Totally gone=(<br />Arec! Cannot give up!<br />Hmm...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1192260316157067418?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-43108421086910287262009-09-10T00:21:00.002+08:002009-09-10T00:23:30.708+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Made a promise on the last min of 090909...<br />I will stay happy and smile always...<br />Positive outlook in life...<br />Can do spirit...<br />Work hard...Play hard...<br />Yepz!^^<br />So muz JYJY!^^<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4310842108691028726?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-56093956377461581302009-09-08T13:46:00.002+08:002009-09-08T13:49:01.410+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Feeling cheerful now tat...<br />I can see everything's alrite...<br />Hope this is a good sign for me to start working hard...<br />Time flies...<br />And even though its Prelims...<br />I still dun hav to urgency...<br />Muz study...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5609395637746158130?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-33371538466933507142009-09-04T20:15:00.002+08:002009-09-04T20:18:09.282+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Eye to eye with my greatest fear...<br />Everyday I fight it...<br />I thought I lost it long ago...<br />But I guess it become part of me...<br />Perhaps I should just learn to live with it...<br /><br /><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">Life's getting more and more tiring...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">When will it end?</span><br /><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-3337153846693350714?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-23534072863271747002009-09-02T18:56:00.001+08:002009-09-02T18:56:54.629+08:00<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">I'm obviously not alright...</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2353407286327174700?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-82431035674106878272009-08-30T00:51:00.002+08:002009-08-30T01:03:45.048+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;">“拥有”和“属于”从不出现在我世界里。。。<br />今日有的，明日没了。。。<br />也不需要强求什么。。。<br />这样，失去了没什么遗憾。。。<br />人就是这样，<br />拥有是不会珍惜，<br />失去了才感到遗憾。。。<br />我也不想这么多了。。。<br />命运想夺走什么，<br />就让它去吧。。。<br />人生出来时是两手空空的。。。<br />有的是奖励，是多余的。。。<br />没的也不值得去伤心。。。<br />不想再让任何事影响我了。。。<br />在此关头，惟有考试最重要。。。<br />剩的就有命运主宰吧。。。</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8243103567410687827?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-68276126059496845242009-08-29T11:57:00.001+08:002009-08-29T12:01:50.568+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />6 days to prelims and I'm still quite relaxed...<br />I really dunno wat to do le lar...<br />Argh...<br />Nvr mind...<br />Going to study now...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6827612605949684524?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-77573350472348958492009-08-21T23:20:00.002+08:002009-08-21T23:28:07.748+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Sometimes...<br />I really hope Time can really speed up...<br />Grow up...<br />Hav a job...<br />Hav a nice cozy place to call home...<br />Hav a family...<br />And live my simple lovely life...<br />If tat can ever happen...<br />I'm tired of facing all the problems I'm facing now...<br />I dun wan anything to affect my performance...<br />I dun wan to under perform...<br />I wan to do well...<br />I wanna meet my expectation...<br />I wan the future that I was promised...<br />And I wan it soon.....<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7757335047234895849?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-50814921435273647322009-08-11T22:11:00.002+08:002009-08-11T22:17:23.984+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Nth much to update bout the ND weekend...<br />Din find wat I needed anyway...<br />The vacation onli made me even more guilty...<br />I've juz wasted a weekend...<br />A weekend that could hav better been utilised...<br />Every question that I dunno how to do...<br />The more unprepared I felt I was...<br />I nvr like the feeling of leaving qn out...<br />Having to leave out half a wksht blank is so...<br />Haiz...<br />I guess I'm REALLY that unprepared...<br />I...<br />Dunno lar...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5081492143527364732?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-5244308980409461862009-08-07T20:53:00.002+08:002009-08-07T21:01:40.447+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />Had fun today at NDC=)<br />So long nvr so high le=)<br />HAHA...<br />At least this was a break from the usual...<br />Hmmm...<br />Life's getting tougher each day...<br />As my life turns quieter each day...<br />As I get less and less sociable with the world...<br />I get more and more indulge in my studies...<br />Its good...<br />To a certain extent...<br />But...<br />I'm losing my human touch...<br />Hmmm...<br />I guess thats how it should be bah...<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I no longer hear from u...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I miss my best fren...</span><br /></span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-524430898040946186?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-33617106983538370962009-08-03T23:01:00.002+08:002009-08-03T23:07:28.879+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"Only when you are willing to let go of those in hand,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">will you appreciate what other that may come..."</span><br /><br />Let go...<br />Let go of all the online entertainment...<br />Let go of those "Slacking Times"...<br />Only then will u realised...<br />That u finally have time to <span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">complete</span>...<br />Finally...<br />After deciding to let go...<br />That I can finally comfortably finish all my hmwk early...<br />With some rest and relaxation in between...<br />Phase 1 is finally stable...<br />Now...<br />After Phase 2 which is to clear up my stuff...<br />I can finally proceed to full steam studying...<br />Well...<br />Its kinda bored though...<br />Perhaps...<br />Hmmm...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-3361710698353837096?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-10612448652392291712009-07-30T20:02:00.002+08:002009-07-30T20:10:50.569+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"One of the way to measure success,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">is probably how many times u tried different method,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">and failed how many times,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">before finally getting the answer that suits u..."</span><br /><br />Hmmm...<br />Its been rather...bland lately...<br />Although in some sense its good...<br />As its time to mug...<br />But nonetheless very boring..<br />"Get used to it"<br />Said a voice in my head...<br />Perhaps I would...<br />But anyway...<br />Chonging papers after papers now...<br />And gathering the knowledge tats missing...<br />Hmm...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Study...Group? I hope but will nvr be..."<br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1061244865239229171?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-29547947060844586792009-07-23T22:46:00.002+08:002009-07-23T22:49:40.999+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />I've pissed off/disappointed more than enuff teachers...<br />Its going to be "sch->home ->mug->eat->sleep->sch" cycle...<br />Not going to care about anything anymore...<br />Now is sleep time...<br />In 10hrs times its sch time...<br />Nitez...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2954794706084458679?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-38221013427130956322009-07-14T19:32:00.002+08:002009-07-14T19:35:30.315+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Back for a lil update after MYE...<br />My results were...<br />Disappointing...<br />Even more disappointing when I tink I've really tried hard tis time...<br />No matter wat...<br />I still gotta continue trying...<br />Tis time..<br />Even harder than before...<br />Bcoz I'm not going to giv up...<br />Not going to let go...<br />Not going to be defeated again...<br />So...<br />JYJYJYJYJY again bah...<br /><br />Staying right on track~<br />GO!!!!~<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-3822101342713095632?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-67090693308031264162009-07-10T21:17:00.002+08:002009-07-10T21:28:44.739+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Haiz...<br />Suddenly I do wonder...<br />If the decision I made around 2 years ago was right...<br />Had I not reject that offer...<br />I might be less stressful and no trapped in the situation I'm in now....<br />Oh wells...<br />Its already been in this state already...<br />Nothing much I can do now...<br />Other than continue-ing wif what I'm doing...<br />And hope that I'm might do well thru sheer hardwork...<br />Some ppl may take my words for joke now...<br />But I mean it...<br />Its no longer smooth-sailing like last year...<br />This time...<br />I'm really facing a death trap...<br />At this rate...<br />All the nice pictures drawn about me future...<br />Would burn and vaporize...<br />Why is everyone not sensing a problem?<br />Why is everyone assuring I will do well?<br />When I'm getting deplorable results...<br />I dun understand...<br />I seriously dunno wat is happening...<br />1 full term focusing on 2 weakest subject...<br />And the result I get is 1/5 of the overall?<br />And the comment I got is seek help?<br />What happen to effort being proportionate to result?<br />I've no idea wats happening to me...<br />But apparently I'm screwing up my results...<br />MAJOR SCREW UP...<br />I guess thats how its going to be bah...<br />No matter what...<br />I will continue trying hard...<br />I cannot afford to fail...<br />Not at the current situation...<br />No....<br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6709069330803126416?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-58752165914874855832009-07-01T22:13:00.002+08:002009-07-01T22:23:33.535+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmmm...<br />Exams are really...<br />I dunno how I should feel...<br />Seems like the general performance by everyone wasn't good...<br />But I can't help but think that I could do so much more...<br />Haiz...<br />Depressing results will really topple me...<br />Afterall I believe I threw in alot for this exam...<br />If the results are still bad...<br />It juz spells trouble for myself...<br />I juz wan to get things over and done wif now...<br />I need some time to cool down bah...<br />Somehow...<br />I hav much more worry than I can handle...<br />Perhaps I need a rest...<br />Juz hope tat I will be fine...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:100%;">"Time will tell tales, but at this moment future is but infinite uncertainty..."</span></span></span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5875216591487485583?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-45178383630815256492009-06-22T00:57:00.002+08:002009-06-22T01:04:14.206+08:00Hmm...<div>These few days were fine...</div><div>In fact the whole holiday was fine bah...</div><div>Juz a lil emo here and there...</div><div>Not much bah...</div><div>The onli problem is my stomach...</div><div>Apparently either I eaten some kind of wurm...</div><div>Or there is something tats quantum tunneling me...</div><div>Pain like siao at times...</div><div>Really cannot take it man...</div><div>No idea wats the cause...</div><div>(Or maybe I do: Gastric Pain?)</div><div>Budden again my lunch/dinner timing not fix de...</div><div>Only now then got problem...</div><div>Abit weird?</div><div>And the Headaches are bothering me again...</div><div>Like now...</div><div>Zzz...</div><div>Panadol doesn't seem to work anymore...</div><div>The only thing is to rest lor...</div><div>Yea...</div><div>I guess I should go rest now...</div><div><br /></div><div>(Shouts: Oh 华佗 pls save me...</div><div>Crack my head if u need to...zzz)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4517838363081525649?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-28187327069917412922009-06-19T19:02:00.001+08:002009-06-19T19:03:24.237+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">The Essence...<br />Lies in Silence...<br />I dunno...<br />But starting to appreciate silence...<br />=)<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2818732706991741292?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-39896539480638126222009-06-17T22:18:00.002+08:002009-06-17T22:21:13.827+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Haiz...<br />I should really learn to break this habit...<br />Of letting how others think about me affect me...<br />This is my world...<br />My life...<br />They can think for all they wan...<br />But I noe for myself...<br />Who I really am...<br />I noe I've broke away from my past...<br />So nows its breaking away from tat habit..<br />JYJY Arec!~<br />Stay bright and Smile!!!<br />HAHA!^^<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-3989653948063812622?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-62184864803593213112009-06-16T12:28:00.002+08:002009-06-16T12:30:41.152+08:00I wonder...<div>Why my past keep haunting me...</div><div>I'm so tired...</div><div>Everything thats happening around me...</div><div>It hurts...</div><div>I tried to stand and fight it...</div><div>I lost...</div><div>I tried to run...</div><div>Couldn't run away...</div><div>I...</div><div>Juz wan to rest...</div><div>I've got so much to do...</div><div>Argh!</div><div>Wat am I doing?!</div><div>...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6218486480359321311?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-55437112867536259052009-06-13T23:38:00.002+08:002009-06-14T22:14:10.320+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">For now...<br />I juz wan to be alone...<br />Like juz I, me and myself...<br />Thank you...<br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I've given up...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; font-family: trebuchet ms; color: rgb(255, 255, 255);">I know how to separate dreams from reality...</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5543711286753625905?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-84212072530631998032009-06-07T19:08:00.003+08:002009-06-07T19:20:24.346+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Progress slowing...<br />At Kegan's hse now...<br />Hmm...<br />Slowing ensures everything I learning goes into the mind...<br />Hmm...<br /><br />Now I'm facing some kind of problem...<br />In a sense its not exactly a problem...<br />Its more of a forecast of a problem...<br />Lets hope everyone understands their own role...<br />And let it be status quo...<br /><br />I'm hoping the engine of the Study Group can start running...<br />It requires heavy commitment...<br />And I wouldn't be surprised if it failed...<br />Hmm...<br />Lets hope it works...<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8421207253063199803?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-3310748742663904412009-06-06T23:49:00.002+08:002009-06-06T23:53:13.268+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Finally done up the new blogskin...<br />I promised myself and others...<br />A simple one...<br />But I like it =)<br />Lets see who's the first to find out!^^<br /><br />Hmm...<br />Going to start chonging tmr le...<br />50 essays' work in one day...<br />Mwahahaha!^^<br /><br />Lets meet up soon next week to study ar guys...<br />You guys know who you are!^^<br /><br />Hmm...<br />I tink I had enuff rest for the past few days...<br />So its time to study le...<br />HAHA!^^<br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-331074874266390441?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-74040294640410526942009-05-31T13:07:00.002+08:002009-05-31T16:01:56.077+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Not a very productive weekend for me =/<br />Gotta work things out before this weekend ends...<br />Starting to see some structure coming out...<br />But not yet...<br />Let this study group be set up well...<br />I need it...<br />Really hope it will be up soon...<br />And show some results in MYE...<br />Come on...<br />Let it be like before...<br />Let it produce wonders like it did before...<br />Only Success no failure...<br />Mwahahaha!^^<br /><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:78%;">Hmmm...<br />I hope it can be like the one I set up with my bro in Sec sch...<br />It has proven to be successful...<br />Let this success be build on here in this college...<br />With people I cared for most...<br />I really hope it will work out...<br />Lets put in effort into this group alright?<br />Give it a try...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">"I don't want to be dreaming no more...<br />I'm tired of watching things crumble...<br />When I know something could have been done...<br />Let it work this time round alright?"<br />~AREC</span><br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7404029464041052694?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-24054349941409497262009-05-23T23:24:00.002+08:002009-05-23T23:32:10.660+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Just like every milestone I faced in my life...<br />This battle draws near...<br />This fight is not going to be easy like the previous one...<br />But a sincere and hardworking attitude...<br />Is all I need now to achieve what I wan...<br />Its not as difficult as I used to perceived...<br />But any small mistake will affect the eventual result...<br />Soon...<br />I will be in my room again...<br />Contemplating...<br />Strategising...<br />And do what I need to do...<br /><br />Perhaps I do have the capability...<br />Like some have believed in...<br />All I fear now...<br />Is my lack of self-discipline...<br />Hmm...<br />Arec...<br />You know what you want in life...<br />Don't let small desire hinder your path to success...<br />Never let your guard down Arec...<br />Haven't you been stabbed hard enough?<br />Wake up now...<br />Don't buck up?<br />Gradually your nightmare will come true...<br /><br />(Hoping for productive mugging session tmr!)<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2405434994140949726?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-78759502769801974922009-05-17T12:15:00.002+08:002009-05-17T12:23:39.302+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">That's just my life isn't it?<br />Some say they care...<br />At the very least everyone in the world these ppl would care...<br />But are u sure?<br />Nope they dun care...<br />They are limiting my chances of success...<br />Yea...<br />U wan me to do well for exams...<br />By not even being able to use my room...<br />What u wan to see cold hard results?<br />Regardless of all the price?<br />Fine...<br />I wouldn't care bout myself anymore...<br />I get u wat u wan I leave alrite?<br />I leave...<br /><br />That's just my life isn't it?<br />To fight my war alone...<br />To be independent...<br />I din chose to be independent...<br />I was thrown into the ocean...<br />and FORCED to be independent...<br />I won't care...<br />Just like u do...<br />I will survive...<br />In my own efforts!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7875950276980197492?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-79598407112727440432009-05-13T20:52:00.003+08:002009-05-13T22:25:12.237+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Somehow...<br />I felt kinda glad that council term was over...<br />Coz this meant that I can finally settle down and study...<br />I <span>nvr</span> once said I was smart...<br />And I'm sure the whole world agrees with me on this <span>fact</span>...<br />That I wasn't smart at all...<br />So from this moment on...<br />I'm going to study...<br />Study for the sake of my future...<br />I'm no longer going to care about anything else...<br />Bcoz nothing really matters anymore...<br />Life have been a mirage for me for the past year...<br />And I'm not going to smoke thru A lvl...<br />Nope...<br />Not going to happen...<br />I would sell my "life" away for my future...<br />No more going out...<br />No more excessive leisures...<br />Its all work now...<br />I'm not going to prove to the world that I'm a mugger...<br />I will prove that I'm crazy enuff to pursue my dreams...<br />At almost any price...<br />Bcoz the actual fact is...<br />What I really do hav now is but...<br />A bottle of dream and a handful of sand...<br />Nothing more than that...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7959840711272744043?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-46455706693729604292009-05-11T11:28:00.004+08:002009-05-11T21:16:11.529+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Council term is over...<br />It's as though we are soldiers sent to the frontline<br />To fight a war...<br />All the good times...<br />All the tough times...<br />All the times cover for each other...<br />All the time where u always noe someone's covering u...<br />All those times felt really great...<br />And now...<br />Its as though the war is over...<br />We went back to our little old town...<br />On the way home...<br />We exchange hugs...<br />And hope to see each other again...<br />Even though we may not see each other as often...<br />But we do noe tat somewhere inside...<br />We are still there in each other's hearts...<br />I'm gonna seriously missed those times...<br />Forever Loved...9th Council...<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Thx for being there all these times...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">When the going gets tough...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">And I'm on the brink of giving up...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Thx for reminding me why I took it up in the first place...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Ur drawing is here...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To always remind me where we are...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">Silently...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I miss u...</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">"How I wish u could the spend the night with me last night..."</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">See you...</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">My fren...</span><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-4645570669372960429?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-8043853237901409172009-05-01T14:09:00.001+08:002009-05-01T14:11:04.328+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Arec is soon to find himself...<br />Fulfilling his small desire...<br />Eventually he will hav to move on...<br />And work towards the bigger dream...<br />Go Arec...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-804385323790140917?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-54241966198698177142009-04-25T20:45:00.002+08:002009-04-25T20:58:13.413+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Life's like that isn't it?<br />At the very least it applies to me...<br />They say they care...<br />They all said so...<br />At least I tink I heard so...<br />But do they?<br />They say they hav complete trust I can make it...<br />They say they hav no worries about me...<br />Even when everything went wrong...<br />They say I'm strong...<br />They say I'm good...<br />They say I will make it...<br />They they dun worry about me...<br />I say they dun care at all...<br /><br />I dun tink I'm tat strong...<br />Its all a facade I put up...<br />I guess its tiring...<br />I tried so hard to prove to them I'm capable...<br />But not for them to juz leave me aside...<br />Why?<br />They din see me struggle?<br />I dun ask for much...<br />I dun even ask for anything for a very long time...<br />I juz wanted something...<br />Yet I din get it...<br />Its okay...<br />Coz it doesn't matter anymore...<br />Nothing matters anymore...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-5424196619869817714?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-20349768145127453442009-04-25T00:41:00.002+08:002009-04-25T00:47:21.284+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hmm...<br />Sometimes...<br />Its juz saddening when u r not alone...<br />Yet u r lonely...<br />Its juz get more tiring...<br />Staying strong...<br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-2034976814512745344?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-88335533218565887362009-04-19T21:18:00.002+08:002009-04-19T21:23:42.762+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Life's like that...<br />Dun complain...<br />So what if others and you have not...<br />It doesn't really matter in the end does it?<br />Life's never fair...<br />Dun complain...<br />So what to do?<br />Accept it and move on lor...<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8833553321856588736?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-75209824364292600852009-04-17T23:38:00.001+08:002009-04-17T23:39:54.028+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-style: italic;">"Well that's my life isn't it?"</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Live it..."</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><br />No more rants no more...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Peace and quiet...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Perhaps this is what I seek afterall...</span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-7520982436429260085?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-60602149072695049602009-04-16T23:12:00.002+08:002009-04-16T23:27:22.201+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hey yozz!^^<br />Today is my mum's Bdae...<br />So I wanna wish her...<br />HAPPY BDAE!^^<br />LOVE You LOts!^^<br />HAHA...<br /><br />Hmmm...<br />Today I found out alot of answer...<br />To my questions...<br />I guessed for the past year...<br />I've drifted very far away...<br />I will realigned my goal...<br />I must succeed...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">I must be dreaming for the past year...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Wake up Arec to the dark world that lies in front of u...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Seize the throne of ur world that u deserve Arec...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">(Unless I've nvr been the king of my world...)</span><br /><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6060214907269504960?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-9943223938767170692009-04-14T19:04:00.002+08:002009-04-14T19:11:43.354+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Hey yozz!^^<br />Juz watched an inspirational video...<br />One video can teach so much...<br />Take a look and u will noe wat I mean...<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><object width="560" height="340"><param name="movie" value="http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/x8yowi"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.dailymotion.com/swf/x8yowi" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="370" height="300"></embed></object><br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;">A few things I learn from the video...<br />Nvr judge a book by its cover...<br />Nvr let ur weakness affect ur strength...<br />Nvr be too quick to jump into conclusion...<br />The video is seriously...<br />Woah!<br />HAHA!^^</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-994322393876717069?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-11100931215146879122009-04-08T22:57:00.000+08:002009-04-08T22:58:10.450+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">With Results like that...<br />I ought to do something about it...<br />No Way is it going to happen again...<br />No Way!<br />Going to work my way out of this...<br />Rarr!<br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No Trust...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No Success...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No Trust...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No Change...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No Time...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No 'A's...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No Attempt...</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">No Result...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">Not Fine...</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1110093121514687912?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-34850800248416491262009-04-02T23:00:00.002+08:002009-04-02T23:05:17.541+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Aiyo...<br />Arec getting lazier by alot liao...<br />Really dunno what to blog liao...<br />HAHA...<br />Juz like my peaceful life now...<br />Nothing much in the way...<br />Hmm...<br />For once...<br />I'm enjoying my peace...<br />Hehe...<br />Gotta get a life soon...<br />HAHAHAHAHAH!<br />After tat its back to serious work le...<br />A lvl year...<br />Muz really do my best...<br />CT was a bad experience...<br />Oh wells...<br />Its over...<br />Look ahead!<br />Go Go!<br />Hmm...<br />Lets see how we can arrange some leisure...<br />*Starts flipping contact list*<br />Hmm...<br />Oh ya...<br />Probably got a lot to write soon le...<br />Hehe...<br />Coz tmr is Elects' Induction Camp..<br />WOOT!<br />So now...<br />Muz go sleep...<br />Then tmr can...<br />Hehehehehehe...<br />Nitez!^^<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-3485080024841649126?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-83081065310008420882009-03-26T23:29:00.002+08:002009-03-26T23:33:07.229+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">Last Paper...<br />Last Push...<br />Soon it will be a break...<br />Planning my next move soon...<br />Argh...<br />Things juz can't go on this way...<br />I must get back to THAT drive...<br />Hmm...<br />Muz start planning soon...<br />Lets see what can we do to get it all right...<br />Hmm...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"Do what you must,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">But never resort to underhand methods,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">It only makes it worse..."</span><br /><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-8308106531000842088?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-19957581843488887812009-03-23T22:49:00.003+08:002009-03-23T22:58:28.323+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:130%;">Arec...<br /><br />U noe this is not good...<br /><br />At the rate u r going...<br /><br />U r not going to get fantastic grades...<br /><br />Stop Dreaming and Hoping!<br /><br />Miracles doesn't happen this way...<br /><br />Do something about it!<br /><br /><br />Nope...<br /><br />Not aiming for fantastic grades now...<br /><br />Aiming for the best I can get...<br /><br />At the current condition and time...<br /><br />Ceteris paribus...<br /><br />Making use of everything I have now...<br /><br />Balancing everything now...<br /><br />Hoping I strike the correct balance...<br /><br />Making the Right decision...<br /><br /><br />Dreams dun come true...<br /><br />Stop Dreaming...<br /><br />Hopes will nvr be realised...<br /><br />Stop Hoping...<br /><br />Miracles dun happen on their own...<br /><br />Stop thinking of the impossibilities...<br /><br />Work on something...<br /><br />And perhaps...<br /><br />Miracles will happen...<br /><br /><br />In the meantime...<br /><br />Stop dreaming and hoping...<br /><br />Look at the current situation now...<br /><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:85%;" >Speculations of chances and possibilities...</span><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Some things nvr come true do they...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Do they?</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Accept/Expect Life as it is...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Isn't it better?</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Well if it turns out better...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Kick dust in Fates' face and laugh at it then...</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">HA!</span></span><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-1995758184348888781?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37791829.post-67021014999330998212009-03-19T00:15:00.001+08:002009-03-19T00:17:11.748+08:00<div style="text-align: center;">The Endless Limits of stop-motion animation...<br />(Though it took 6 months to complete...)<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/cYhhfHYZa5s&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/cYhhfHYZa5s&amp;color1=0xb1b1b1&amp;color2=0xcfcfcf&amp;hl=en&amp;feature=player_embedded&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br />This is what I call Cool-ness...<br />xP^^<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/37791829-6702101499933099821?l=warecw.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>†(LöñêWöl£)†http://www.blogger.com/profile/12368859129244923006noreply@blogger.com0